And were they really likely to believe she had heard a voice, and had a conversation with someone who wasnât there? She wasnât even sure she believed it herself. She looked down at the only solid evidence she had. The earring was still wet from Barryâs bowl, so she dried it on her nightie. Downstairs she could hear the television was on. The Big Hill argument was over, till the next time.
She climbed out of bed and sat down in front of her mirror. She held the ring up to her ear and turned sideways to look at herself in profile. Sheâd try it on. Sheâd had her ears pierced in Galway the year before. She took out her sleepers. It hurt a little, but she persevered through all the wincing until finally there it was, swinging from her lobe, glowing yellow-gold in the light.
âPerfect,â said a voice from behind her, the same voice sheâd heard up on the Big Hill. A warm shiver crawled up her back and lifted her hair on her neck. âPretty as a picture. It never looked half as good on me. Maybe one day Iâll find you the other one for the other ear. Iâve got it somewhere. And by the way, whoâs that boy in the room next door?â
âMy cousin Jack,â Jessie breathed. âHeâs from America.â
âWell, now thereâs a thing,â came the voice again. âAmerica. Iâve been there, you know â a long while back, itâs true, but Iâve been there. Maybe Iâll tell you about it one day, when we know each other better.â
âIâm not going mad, am I?â Jessie said. âYou really are there, arenât you?â Jessie shivered. She was suddenly cold.
âSure I am, Jessie,â said the voice, âand youâre not at all mad either, I promise you that. Itâs just that I want something done and I canât do it all on my own. I need help. I need a friend or two with a bit of spirit, if you see what Iâm saying. In my experience, and Iâve had a fair bit of it in my time, you have to choose your friends very carefully.â
âBut what do you need a friend for?â
âAll in good time, Jessie.â The voice was fainter now. âIâll be seeing you.â
For just a fleeting moment, there was a fading face in the mirror behind her. Jessie had the impression of a mass of dark dishevelled hair, radiant bright eyes and a ghost of a smile on the womanâs face, not old exactly, not young either; somehow both at the same time. She turned around. The room was quite empty. She could feel there was no one there any more, but she knew for sure that there had been someone, and that whoever she was had gone. She had imagined none of it. She took the earring off, dropped it back into Barryâs bowl and covered it over with the stones. She wiped her hand on her nightie and swung herself into bed.
From next door came a low rhythmic roar. It was some moments before Jessie worked out what it could be. Jack was snoring, just like Panda did, only louder. Suddenly the door opened and her mother stood there, silhouetted against the light.
âYou awake still?â
âYes, Mum.â
âHowâs the bump?â
âFine.â
âShall I give you a kiss goodnight?â Her mother sat down on the bed beside her and snuggled her close. âLove you both, you know,â she whispered in her ear. âBut Iâm not going to back down over the Big Hill. You understand that, donât you?â
âCourse.â
She kissed her forehead and sat back up. âAnd donât worry about Jack. Heâs a nice enough boy, youâll see. Heâs not had a happy time, yâknow, what with his mother going off like she did, and now his dad not being well. Give him time, thereâs a girl.â She shivered, and looked around her. âItâs terrible cold in here,â she said. âHave you had the window open or what?â Jessie shook her head. Her