black boots.
What engraved itself into my consciousness was his faceâsquare and taut, the eyes very big and the well-shaped mouth voluptuous, and the jaw somewhat hard, the whole more truly well proportioned and appealing than he could ever have claimed.
In fact, his own descriptions of himself didnât do him justice because his looks, though certainly a handful of obvious blessings, were ignited by a potent inner fire.
He wasnât staring at me with hatred. He wasnât steadying me anymore with his hand.
I cursed myself, from the pit of my heart, that I was taller than he was, that he was in fact looking up at me. Maybe heâd cheerfully obliterate me on that account alone.
âThe letter,â I stammered. âThe letter!â I whispered, but though my hand groped, and my mind groped, I couldnât reach inside my coat for the letter. I was wobbling in fear.
And as I stood there shivering and sweating, he reached inside my jacket and withdrew the envelope. Flash of sparkling fingernails.
âThis is for me, is it, Tarquin Blackwood?â he asked. His voice had a touch of the French accent, no more. He smiled suddenly and he looked as if he couldnât hurt anyone for the world. He was too attractive, too friendly, too young. But the smile vanished as quickly as it had come.
âYes,â I said. Or rather it was a stutter. âThe letter, please read it.â I faltered, then pressed on. âBefore you . . . make up your mind.â
He tucked the letter into his own inside pocket and then he turned to Stirling, who sat dazed and silent, eyes cloudy, his hands clinging to the back of the chair before the desk. The back was like a shield in front of him, though a useless one as I well knew.
Lestatâs eyes fixed on me again:
âWe donât feed on members of the Talamasca, Little Brother,â he said. âBut youââhe looked at Stirlingââyou nearly got what you almost deserve.â
Stirling stared forward, plainly unable to answer, and only shook his head.
âWhy did you come here, Mr. Oliver?â Lestat asked him.
Again, Stirling merely shook his head. I saw the tiny drops of blood on his starched white collar. I felt an overwhelming shame, a shame so deep and painful it filled me completely, banishing even the faintest aftertaste of the attempted feast.
I went silently crazy.
Stirling had almost died, and for my thirst. Stirling was alive. Stirling was in danger now, danger from Lestat. Behold: Lestat, like a blaze in front of me. Yes, he could pass for human, but what a humanâmagnetic and charged with energy as he continued to take command.
âMr. Oliver, Iâm talking to you,â Lestat said in a soft yet imperious tone. He picked up Stirling by the lapels and, moving him clumsily to the far corner of the parlor, he flung him down into a large satin upholstered wing chair.
Stirling looked the worse for itâwho wouldnât?âstill unable apparently to focus his gaze.
Lestat sat down on the velvet couch very near him. I was completely forgotten for the moment, or so I assumed.
âMr. Oliver,â said Lestat, âIâm asking you. What made you come into my house?â
âI donât know,â said Stirling. He glanced up at me and then at the figure who was questioning him, and I struggled, because I couldnât help it, to see what he was seeingâthis vampire whose skin still glowed though it was tanned, and whose eyes were prismatic and undeniably fierce.
The fabled beauty of Lestat seemed potent as a drug. And the crowning light of the chandelier was merciless or splendid depending entirely on oneâs point of view.
âYes, you do know why you came here,â said Lestat, his voice subdued, the French accent no more than a beguiling taste. âIt wasnât enough for the Talamasca to drive me out of the city. You have to come into those places that belong to