alone scraping silver bowls with white spatulas.
The bells jingled; Nick stood in the doorway. âNeed a hand, Silo?â Nick asked. He always called EJ Silo, because thatâs his shape: tall and thick. Nick approached the counter, and Charlene handed him a tray that secured four cups of coffee.
âTheyâre all on the house,â she said. She screwed three more coffees into another tray and filled a paper bag with creamers, sugar packets, and stir sticks.
Nick spoke with Charlene in that genuine, friendly way of his. Told her all about The Trip, their work, where they were staying, what they were doing.
Charlene nodded, eyeing EJ. âCome back tomorrow, if you can,â she said.
âOh, weâre only going to be in the touristy section today,â EJ said. âBecauseââ
âWeâll be back tomorrow,â Nick said.
They finally left the café, each carrying a tray of coffee. Nick paused on the sidewalk. âLook at me,â he said.
âWhat?â EJ stopped beside the van. His eyes met Nickâs.
Nick laughed in that total-body way of his.
âWhat?â
âYou know what.â Nick jerked his head in the direction of the café. âYouâre totally macking on that cute Cajun coffee-shop chick. Youâve got the exact same look on your face as when you were twelve and France asked you to dance to âStairway to Heaven.â â
âShh,â EJ said. He glanced at France inside the van; Russ appeared to challenge her to a thumb fight, and she was ignoring him. It had been a very long time since EJ felt anything for France, and vice versa. It had been a very long time since EJ felt anything for anyone.
He sensed his cheeks reddening. âDonât say anything,â he told Nick.
âI wonât.â Nick laughed again. âYou dog.â
Russ slid the van door open and took the tray from EJ. âWhatâs funny? I always miss it.â
âNothing,â EJ said. âAbsolutely nothing.â He took his seat next to Russ. But EJ smiled as he helped distribute coffee to everybodyâRuss and France and Dennis, Chief and Father Chet and Pastor Sheila, who was drivingâand he smiled the rest of the day.
Every three weeks since, each shipment of chicory root from New Orleans comes with a handwritten letter from Charlene. It usually starts with something like, âThanks for your order. Howâs life in the Great White North?â as if Massachusetts is all impenetrable frozen tundra.
Charleneâs never been to New England. He fantasizes about hosting her, showing her around town, all his favorite spots. The summit of Mount Wippamunk (though heâd probably have to drive her to the top because heâs so out of shape); the second floor of the old fire station, with its antique brass pole and pool table from 1892; the bench in his own backyard, which looks out over Malden Pond. Heâll show her his motherâs name carved in the back of the bench. His father made it for his mother. His father always tinkered, always made things. The bench was the last thing he made before the divorce.
EJ canât believe itâs been more than a year since heâs talked to Charlene in person. He canât believe that all that time, sheâs continued to write, e-mail, text, and even, from time to time, call. When his cell phone beeps at four in the morning, he knows itâs Charlene.
He was supposed to visit her once, in August. She invited him, and he made all the arrangements; he planned to take off two weeks and drive down. He even bought an extremely small diamond pendant at the Greendale Mall, but he returned it after she wrote, in her very next letter, about the atrocities of diamond mining, and some awareness rally she attended. He fretted about not having a gift and briefly felt sorry for himself that Nick wasnât around to give him advice.
But Charleneâs mother died