Big Hill too, when Jimmy Parsons, this âblow-inâ from England, this foreigner, this sculptor, came to stay for a summer holiday. He set eyes on Catherine OâMalley, took her fishing one day, married her and never went away.
Everyone knew Michael Murphy was still in high dudgeon about it even all these years later. He was a squat little man and rich as Croesus â the very opposite of her father, who stood nearly two metres in his boots, and hadnât a penny to his name. He was almost always in his boots too, either out in the fields shepherding his flock or in his shed carving his beloved âcreaturesâ that no one ever seemed to want to buy. He didnât seem to mind too much, and Jessie didnât mind at all. They were like family to her. She had given every one of them a name, and when she was little he would tell her stories about them in the dark before she went off to sleep. Her father only took his boots off in the evenings and then his dirty toes would be sticking out of his socks, and heâd be scratching them. He wasnât perfect, but as a father he was a whole lot better than Michael Murphy would ever have been.
Jessie could picture them downstairs now as she listened to them. Heâd be sitting in the rocker, Panda at his feet, and sheâd be at the ironing.
âYou havenât said much,â she heard him saying.
âWell, thatâs because thereâs not a lot to say.â
âYou got to see the minister then, at the Dáil?â
âYes.â
âWell?â
âWell, youâll be glad to hear that he agrees with you, you and all the others, all except old Mister Barney.â
âHe said no then?â
âNo, Jimmy. He said yes. He said yes to money, yes to destruction, yes to pollution. Oh, heâs a real yes-man.â
âWell, you did what you could. No one couldâve done more, thatâs for sure. So if itâs going to happen, best just to accept it, eh?â
âNever. Never. Iâll never accept it. I was born here, remember? I grew up on that hill. I dreamed my dreams up there. The place is in my blood. And they want to send bulldozers to cut the top off my mountain, my hill, so that Michael Murphy and his kind can dig out the gold and get rich â as if theyâre not rich enough already. Well, theyâll do it over my dead body. And I mean that.â
âCath, for Godâs sake, why do you go on so? Youâve done what you can. Everyone respects you for it. I do, thatâs for sure. But this is the nineteen nineties weâre living in. A hundred and fifty years ago there were over a thousand people living here on Clare, now thereâs barely a hundred and twenty. The way things are going, in ten yearsâ time, thereâll be half that. And why? Because thereâs no work here, no money. Bed and breakfast, a few tourists in the summer, sell a lobster or two, but thatâs it. Thereâs nothing here for the young people to stay for. I donât like Michael Murphy any more than you do but, like him or not, at least heâs brought work to the island. That gold mine will mean work for a generation or more, and money to develop the island.â
âOh yes.â Her motherâs blood was up now. âAnd at what cost? Weâll have streams of arsenic from the mine running down the hill, poisoning our children and our sheep â and thatâs what the experts said, not me. Theyâre kicking old Mister Barney out of his shack, when the poor old man just wants to be left to finish his days in peace. And you know and I know that they wonât employ islanders in the mine. They say they will, but they wonât. People like that never do. Theyâll bring in outsiders, blow-ins.â
âIâm a blow-in, or had you forgotten?â said her father. There was a silence. âLook, Cath,â he went on, âin the last three years, ever since