just now.â
âI sure as hell hope so.â His expression was forbiddingly stern.
âMy interest in . . . in . . .â
âMy package?â His tone was mild but he was no longer relaxed. Heâd squared up his stance and now stood with feet apart and arms crossed.
âNot just that! You in general! Itâs purely artistic, I promise!â
âAre you sure?â His brown gaze issued a challenge. âBecause after Idaâs comment, Iââ
âWhat comment?â
âShe thinks you like me.â
âOf course I do. I always have. Youâre a great guy.â
âShe wasnât talking about liking as in friendship. She meant liking as in wanting to be more than friends.â
The conversation was affecting her heart rate for some stupid reason. But she didnât want him to know that, so she sighed and rolled her eyes. âYou know not to listen to Ida. She loves to stir things up.â
âThatâs what I told myself, and then I caught you staring at my package.â
âI can explain that.â She just needed to do it without making him self-conscious about sticking his thumbs in his belt loops.
He continued to stand there with his arms crossed in a defensive posture. âGo ahead.â
âNow that Iâm excited about drawing again, Iâm constantly seeing things I want to draw.â
âLike my crotch?â He looked horrified.
âNo! All of you! While we stood there talking, I noticed your relaxed stance and thought it would make a nice sketch, but I couldnât very well whip out some paper and start drawing you on the spot. Youâd think Iâm crazy.â
His mouth turned up at the corners.
âYou already think Iâm crazy, donât you?â
âKind of. But in a good way.â His shoulders lost their rigidity.
âOkay, Iâll own that. I can get a little manic sometimes, especially about my art. In this case, I wanted to memorize every detail of how you were standing there so I could get the lines right when I went up to my room and started drawing. And the way the denim fits . . . in that area . . . is . . . complicated.â
His eyes sparkled with repressed laughter. âSometimes more than others.â
âI suppose.â Her cheeks felt so hot. They must be stop-sign red about now. âThe point is, Iâm viewing you through the eyes of an artist and that requires concentration.â
âYou were definitely concentrating.â His mouth twitched.
âI do that all the time. Like if I decided to draw aâ oh, I donât knowâan earthworm, for example, Iâd study it just as closely as I was studyingââ
He lost it. âAn
earthworm
?â His laughter boomed out. âI think Iâve been insulted!â
âBad example.â Sheâd made him laugh without trying to, but it still worked to ease the tension. She seriously doubted he had the equivalent of an earthworm tucked into his jeans or that he was the least bit insecure about what lay behind that zippered fly. She also wasnât convinced he believed her elaborate explanation as to why she was staring at it.
He finally composed himself enough to be able to talk. âListen, do you have anything you have to do right now?â
âOther than going upstairs to draw a picture of your crotch?â
âStop. Just stop. So, nothing you have to do?â
âNot really. Why?â
âAfter all this talk about you drawing things constantly, I have an idea. Weâre only a little ways from Edâs stable. Letâs wander over there.â
Her chest tightened. âFor a lesson? Now?â
âNo. You have your sketch pad with you. How about if you draw a horse?â
She stared at him as the idea registered. âThatâs brilliant.â
âHave you ever drawn one from real life?â
âLike I