Denys, holding
her close.
She could feel the slight swell of Anne's middle between them, and
at that moment she realized what carrying a child would feel like.
She would have a tiny being inside her, who would love and trust
her always….
Something shifted inside Denys at last. The cold fist of fear
which had squeezed at her heart ever since she had nearly been
killed in the fire finally let go of its chilling grip.
Denys was not going to be a victim. Life was all about risk, but
there were rewards, too. She was going to live her life on her own
terms, and seize all of the bounty it had to offer.
She could not change the past. The only thing she could alter was
her attitude toward the future. The future she would have with her
new husband .
Valentine might well be all those things she feared and more, but
to hold herself back from the chance at love and a child and
family of her own was the act of a coward. And whoever her real
family might be, she was sure they were no cowards.
She wanted them to be proud of her. She needed to be able to hold
her head high no matter what the Queen had done to her in the
past, or would try to do in the future. But as Valentine's wife,
she would have status, and be free of the guardianship of the
Woodvilles at last.
Free to be the woman she wished to be, and yes, free to be the
wife Valentine claimed he wanted. If she opened her heart and mind
to him, she could become a true helpmeet and consort, as Anne
clearly was to Richard, one of the most important princes of the
realm.
She had two choices. Be Elizabeth's powerless ward, or Valentine's
powerful wife.
She squared her shoulders, and nodded. "Yes, yes, I will wear it,
thank you. Sister ."
Anne's radiant smile was all the reply Denys needed.
CHAPTER
SIX
As Denys glided down the chapel aisle, she could see, through the
mist of her veil the man who within minutes would become her
husband.
Valentine was a portrait of grandeur in his crimson robe, a
rainbow of jewels sparkling from his fingers and neck.
Forcing herself to walk towards him, some lingering creepings of
doubt almost made her pause, but she strode forward as if an
invisible force were drawing her to him.
The chapel was aglow from candles lining the altar. The sun
streamed through the stained glass, throwing patterns of soft reds
and greens on the flagstones beneath her feet.
Once at the altar, she did not meet his eye, but allowed him to
take her hand numbly. She recited the vows as if by rote, her tone
flat, for she could not feel anything stir within her regarding
their meaning and what they symbolized. This was a political
alliance, not a love match….
Yet oddly, Valentine spoke his vows as if reciting a love poem,
his Latin perfect, his heartfelt gaze boring into her, his voice
somber and deep with meaning and emotion.
She dared to meet his eyes for a moment, then forced herself to
look away, for his gaze was so penetrating, so earnest, it burned
right through to her soul.
Although she still harbored serious doubts about this man, she
regarded the way he spoke to her with his impassioned eyes. It was
as if she was the most important person in his life.
All too soon the ceremony was over. She closed her eyes as
Valentine gently lifted her veil. She could feel the quiver of his
lips as he kissed her. When their eyes met for the first time as
man and wife, she could see him struggling to hold back a grin.
"It was nice of you to come to my wedding," he remarked out of the
side of his mouth.
"You're welcome, my Lord. Thank you for the consideration as
well."
His gaze narrowed slightly, but Richard and Anne were already by
their sides to congratulate them and get the celebrations
underway.
The marshal ushered the bride and groom into Middleham's great
hall to the fanfare of trumpets and clarions hanging with
Valentine's coat of arms. They sat at Richard and