could blot out the middle-aged woman he had seen strapped down on the table in Freischerâs interrogation room, screaming like an animal as they passed electric currents through her body. He could forget the great courage of an Englishman who had taken all that they could give him in terms of physical torture until he was confronted with one of his own agents who had defected. He could ignore the evidence that the men he worked with were sadists and perverts, under the command of inhuman bureaucrats only interested in results. He could stand apart from them and still go on with his work â he could go on in the Gestapo and remain a human being; if only he could have Terese Masson.
âWho sent you to Lyons?â He held her face with one hand, forcing it upwards; her eyes were closed and the tears were streaming down her cheeks. âTell me now. Tell me the name.â
At that moment the internal telephone on his desk began to ring. He knew what that interruption meant when she began to struggle, and he let her go and picked up the telephone.
It was General Knochen himself.
âHave you still got the Masson girl?â
âYes, General, Iâm just â¦â
âHas she given you this manâs name?â
The voice barked at him over the line; he could imagine Knochen sitting at his desk, making notes in his crabby handwriting. He very seldom lost his temper but when he did he was without mercy.
âNo, not yet, General, but any moment now.â It was dangerous but Brunnermanâs own nerves were stretched like piano wires, and he couldnât help saying, âIâd have had it now, if your call hadnât interrupted me.â
âYouâve had fourteen hours to break her,â Knochen snapped. âThatâs long enough. Send her upstairs and let Freischer see what he can do.â
The sweat came out on Brunnermanâs face. âGive me another hour, half an hour. Itâs just coming â Iâll guarantee it!â
âNot another minute!â There was a momentâs pause. âWhat the hell are you doing, anyway? Whatâs all this fuss about the girl? Sheâs to go upstairs, Brunnerman. Immediately!â The line clicked, and Brunnerman hung up. Terese Masson had gone back to her chair: she was sitting with her hands clenched on her knees and her eyes werenât looking at him. He went over and stood in front of her.
âGet up!â
She did as she was told, and he could see that she was calm. His own hands were shaking. âThat was my chief. He wanted to know if youâd co-operated and I had to tell him you hadnât. I even asked for more time, but he wouldnât give it. Theyâre coming for you, Terese. For Christâs sake tell me, before they get here!â
She shook her head. âNo,â she said, âI canât.â
âYou stupid little fool!â He shouted at her, overcome by anger. He did something he had never done since he joined the S.S. He hit her across the face.
âTell me the name!â
She had collapsed on the chair, covering her head with her hands, trying to protect herself. He stopped and turned away from her. He went back to his desk and lit a cigarette; it took some seconds before he got the lighter flame steady enough to light the end of it. âIâm sorry I did that,â he said. âItâs never happened before.â
âItâs all right.â They were facing each other across a distance now, and she managed to smile at him. She looked very small and even younger than she was. The carpet was like an ocean between them.
âIt showed you meant what you said, in a funny way. Thatâs why you hit me â as a last resort.â
âI meant it all.â His anger had gone now; he felt a sense of total emptiness. âAll I can do is advise you. Donât try and hold out. Donât get Freischer in a bad mood. Tell them