was back along with the limp. Her back still ached whenever she bent over, yet she showed no signs of a cold or ï¬u or the big exclamation mark.
Dad thought she should be checked out. Being Sunday, he took her to a drop-in clinic. The doctor said there was a virus going around that affected the limbs and not to worry. He sent her home with some Tylenol.
Sunday nights we watched Lost together. It was the one show we all got into. Dad claimed the Lay-Z-boy, as always, and Maggie got my spot on the couch so Mom could massage her feet, which meant I got Maggieâs uncomfortable beanbag chair.
Watching Maggieâs foot in Momâs hands, I was jealous as hell. I couldnât remember the last time sheâd given me one. Momâs foot massages felt unbelievably dope. I was starting to think Maggie was probably faking.
âIt might be growing pains, Magpie,â said Dad during a commercial â some cool car with a TV in it, speaker-phone and built-in iPod.
âGray,â said Mom, âdo you remember having growing pains when you were little? Youâd have trouble getting to sleep. Iâd rub your legs and â â
âIn my knees.â I remembered how they ached and kind of burned.
âItâs a question of mineralization,â explained Dad. âThe bones are growing faster than the body can nourish them.â
âDad would make you warm milk,â said Mom.
âWith honey and butter.â I remembered loving the taste of that milk but that it didnât seem to help.
âAnd youâd sleep with ice packs under your knees.â
âIce doesnât sound good but warm milk does,â said Maggie.
âCanât hurt,â said Dad.
âGray, pop a mug of milk in the micro,â Mom said.
âBut the showâs going to â â
âGray, just takes a minute,â said Dad with that tone that instantly made me feel like a jerk.
âHoney but no butter, Gray,â said Maggie. âAnd a pinch of cinnamon.â
âFaker,â I whispered, getting up.
âAm not,â she hissed.
âYou better be really sick.â I gave her a whap on the head.
* * *
Humans, like rats, Dad often said, could adapt to anything. The pins-and-needles feeling in Maggieâs arm didnât go away, but she stopped talking about it. I watched her squat to pick things up. She sat whenever there was a chair nearby. Still limped a bit, though.
Mom watched and waited for the red-letter day. Dad made lame jokes about ï¬tting her out with fake limbs and bought Maggieâs favorite ice cream â cherry jubilee, which I couldnât stand â âfor the calcium and general cheering power.â
Basically, I ignored her. Besides, I was busy studying for exams (with snooty girlâs help), working at the Cineplex, hanging with my buds and Natalieâs breasts, taking dope photos, gaming, hanging with my buds and Natalieâs breastsâ¦
I was, in short, on top of my game.
* * *
Having ï¬nished my last exam, namely trig, boo yeah, followed by a celebratory platter of nachos, I was in my sweet, music shaking the walls, logging on to MSN to see who wanted to partay the next night. I didnât ace the exam or anything, but thanks to one jumbo-sized Caramilk bar, I was sure Iâd passed. Parm wrote back that he was in and was going to try and get Chrissy to come.
got the hots 4 her, do ya?
pilot lightâs lit.
Natalie came on line.
turning sweet sixteen and never beenâ¦
My entire body ï¬ushed with heat. Did she mean what I think she meant? I was about to write back, âme, too,â but then thought that sounded unmasculine.
iâm urs. I wrote instead.
my parents r going out of town in a few weeks. weâd have the house 2 ourselves toâ¦celebrate.
I fell back in my chair, covered my crotch with both hands and just stared at the screen for a minute, then wrote, letâs hook up.
She