thought it would encourage me about the things that Hannah will eventually be able to do.â
Sylvia opened a jar of salsa and poured it into a bowl. âI think itâs a wonderful idea. And you know Hannah will be cared for. Sheâll be right down the hall.â
âIâm thinking about it.â Tory took the vegetable plate and a bowl of chips to the living room, set them on the coffee table. Cathy followed with the dip, and Brenda brought the glasses.
Cathy plopped wearily down into an easy chair, and Tory and Brenda sat on the floor near the food. Sylvia came in, dusting her hands. âOkay, what am I forgetting?â
âNothing,â Brenda said. âCome sit down.â
âDrinks!â Sylvia hurried back to the kitchen. âI forgot your drinks. Iced tea okay for everybody?â
The three agreed that it was, and she hurried back with a tray. âNow, that should do it.â
Cathy watched Sylvia as she sat down. Her face looked tight and preoccupied, and dark shadows beneath her eyes spoke of her fatigue. âSylvia, are you sure you didnât overdo it today?â
âIâm sure.â But as she said it, she averted her eyes.
âSo what did you find out at the doctor?â
Sylviaâs smile faded. Pink blotches colored her neck. âJust a bad case of anemia. Thatâs whatâs causing me to be so tired and weak.â
âWhat do they do for that?â Tory asked.
âIron and vitamins. Iâll be all right in no time.â
Cathy laughed. âWell, what a relief! I was worried it was something more serious.â
Brenda looked as if she didnât quite buy that diagnosis. âAre they sure thatâs all?â
Sylvia grew quiet and looked down at her fingernails. âWellâ¦not completely.â
Cathy sat up straighter. âWhat is it, Sylvia?â
Sylvia snapped her face back up, forcing a smile. âWell, you know how doctors are. If theyâd stopped at the anemia, it would have been just fine with me. But no, they have to keep looking until they find something else.â
âWhat did they find?â Dread flattened Cathyâs voice.
Sylvia picked up her glass and a napkin, wiped the dampness off of it. âItâs probably nothing. I shouldnât have even told you. Iâm not worried about it in the least.â
Tory got off of the floor then and looked down at Sylvia. âAnd?â
âItâs just that they found a lump in my breast.â
âOh, no.â Toryâs whispered words voiced what Cathy was thinking. But she told herself that it could be nothing. Sheâd had lumps in her own breasts, and theyâd turned out to be nothing.
âDid you go for a mammogram?â Brenda asked.
âSure did.â Sylvia sipped her drink. âItâs there, all right. I saw it myself.â
âWhat are they going to do?â Brendaâs voice held steady.
âWell, tomorrow Iâm going for a biopsy. Iâm really optimistic, girls. I mean, just think about it. Iâve got so much work to do in Nicaragua. The children need me so badly, and Harryâ¦â Her voice broke off, and she swallowed back her emotion. âI donât believe the Lord would afflict me with breast cancer right now, so itâs not even something Iâm worried about. Iâm going to go for the biopsy, find out itâs benign, then go on back to my work. I refuse to worry about it until I get the results.â
âI had a lump in my breast once.â Brendaâs voice was too quiet to inspire confidence. âIt turned out to be just a cyst. No big deal.â
Sylvia nodded. âSee? Thatâs exactly what this is. I guarantee you.â
But Cathy wasnât satisfied. âWhat did the radiologist say?â
Sylvia looked at her as if sheâd been caught.
Cathy leaned her elbows on her knees and locked onto Sylviaâs face. âI know you
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