talked to the radiologist. Harry knows every doctor in town, and if anyone would get personal attention it would be the wife of a cardiologist who worked in this town for twenty-five years. So what did the radiologist tell you?â
She shrugged. âHe just showed me the lump, thatâs all. There it was, smiling at us, right from the X ray. It was really very creepy.â
Cathy knew from her own experience with breast lumps that the doctor could tell a great deal from the mammogram. Cancer had specific shapes and characteristicsâ¦She knew he would have an opinion.
But Sylvia stuck to her story.
âHe just set me up for a biopsy and that was it. Now who wants a piece of pie? Iâd like to say I made it myself, but I just went by Kroger and picked it up. My sweet tooth was really acting up, and I figured Iâd lost enough weight that I could stand to stuff a few calories into me. I also bought some red meat so I could start getting the iron back into my blood. I cooked myself filet mignon for dinner.â
Cathy looked from Tory to Brenda. They each had volumes written on their faces.
âNothing for me, thanks,â Tory said.
âMe, either.â Cathy swallowed.
âHave you told Harry?â Brendaâs question mirrored Cathyâs thoughts.
Sylvia groaned. âI wish I could hold him off until Iâve gotten the biopsy back. But I guess thereâs no chance of that, because he knows I went to the doctor today. I really, really hate to make him worry.â
âHeâs a doctor,â Cathy said. âHe can take it.â
âTrust me. Heâs not that objective when itâs his own family. Iâll never forget when Sarahâs appendix ruptured. You would have thought it was his fault somehow, that he should have seen it and prevented it. He hovered over her in the hospital for days, worried sick.â
Sylvia got up and hurried to get the pie. âIt looks good, girls. Sure you donât want some?â she called from the kitchen.
Cathy looked at Brenda, saw the worry in her eyes.
Toryâs hand came up to her heart, and she sent a stricken look to both of them.
Sylvia fluttered back into the room with four slices. âYou donât have to eat it. But one bite and youâll be a goner.â
She took a bite and closed her eyes. âMmm. This is the best thing Iâve ever put in my mouth,â she said. âYou girls donât know what youâre missing. Cathy, come on and get a piece. Oh, Iâve missed American food.â
Cathy took a piece, just to make Sylvia feel better, but as she ate, she couldnât help watching Sylvia and wondering what burden she hid behind her smile, refusing to share with them.
C HAPTER
Six
It was eight when they finished praying together. Brenda walked out with Tory and Cathy, and all three seemed lost in thought as they crossed Sylviaâs yard.
âSheâs keeping something from us,â Cathy said. âIâm afraid the radiologist gave her some bad news.â
Brenda locked her eyes on Cathyâs face. âWould he really have been able to tell anything?â
âHe could tell by the shape of the mass whether it looks like cancer. Itâs not one hundred percent accurate, of course, and in some cases itâs nothing more than a guess, but itâs an educated guess, and I know he told her something.â
Brenda looked toward Sylviaâs house, wondering if her friend sat in there, struggling with the fear and anxiety that she refused to share with them. âWhy wouldnât she tell us?â
âBecause sheâs Sylvia,â Tory said. âShe would think more of us than herself, and she wouldnât want to worry us.â
Brenda felt helpless. âWouldnât you think sheâd need to talk?â
âSure she does,â Cathy said. âBut sheâs not going to. Not if it gets us upset.â
âWell, I hope she tells