asks me.
My nodâs a little shaky. âFor now. Whereâs Bear?â
âHeâs working the launch yard. Regular patrol,â Mary says. I donât reply, but raise an eyebrow as she slides atray of bloody instruments under the sterilizer panel.
âEmergency appendectomy.â She tilts toward the curtained patient area, where the air smells like heat and disinfectant. âCaptain Nandanâs boy. Heâll be fine.â
My foster mother says it casually, like this kind of procedureâs nothing. I know better. âThought you didnât handle the knife. Back home, you always referred surgeries to someone else.â
âAnd who, exactly, would I refer patients to now? Thereâs no one else here with better medical training than Hal and me. The boy needed his appendix removed, so I did it. The scar wonât be pretty, but heâll live to show it off.â
When Mary crosses the room, Miyu and Hank move out of her way.
Mary shoves a pile of clean linens into my arms. âWe do what we have to do to save a life or preserve a limb,â she says. âSometimes we fail, and sometimes itâs not enough, but the gambleâs worth taking. I donât fear the hard choices, Phee.â
When I donât answer right away, she adds, âFold those, please. Then stack them on the shelf. The one below the oxygen cells.â Then she crosses the room again, stopping at the sink.
For a second, I nearly slip into my old role of clinic assistant. Then Hank clears his throat, and I rememberwhy I hustled through the door in the first place. Our fateâs twisting on the hook, yet a few words with my foster mother and Iâm completely derailed. I start to drop the crisp whites onto a nearby gurney, but Miyu steps in and takes over. Sheâs a quick, efficient folder. Maryâs going to like her.
âI donât have a lot of time,â I begin. âThe Cyanese council . . . I donât know what theyâre going to do. They could be coming for me any second.â
Immediately, Hal moves to my side. Maryâs still at the sink, but I see the muscles in her shoulders pull tight.
âAnd what did they say?â she asks quietly, her back still turned.
Hank answers before I have the chance. âThey discussed the rebellion. They questioned Phee, and to say she spoke her mind, thatâd be putting it mildly. Now theyâre weighing their options.â
Mary shifts, not quite turning around, her hands still anchored over the lip of the sink. Slowly, she nods.
âIf it comes to it . . .â Hank looks at me. âI wonât let them take you. One way or another, by reason or by force, Iâll convince them to let you go on your own. And Iâm not standing by while the Cyanese deliver you or anyone else, gift-wrapped, to Benroyal. If we have to, weâll cover your exit. You can leave with Miyu orââ
âIâll take them,â Miyu says quickly. âIâve got plenty of room, and I can get them back over the border quietly enough.â
âHow soon can you be ready?â I ask.
âHow fast can you pack? Iâve already refueled, and the vac is on standby.â
âIs there another option?â Hal asks. âWe canât just leave the infirmary. What about all our patients? What will you do if weâre gone?â
âWeâve talked about this,â Hank says, looking at Hal, then Mary. âYou knew this day might come.â
They say nothing, and for a moment, the room is so still, as if itâs holding an exhale. But I can already taste the anger. It builds, a hard little knot in my throat. âWait. You all knew ? About the hearing?â
âIâm sorry,â Hank says, far too calmly. âWe didnât want you to worry. We thought the council visit might turn out to be nothing. It wouldâve just upset you.â
âYou knew the Cyanese were