that shadow wasnât enough, Hunter also knew he needed to keep uppermost in his mind the fact that though Terese seemed like the girl-next-door, she wasnât. She was someone who operated on a whole different level than he did. She was someone who lived in a whole different world than he did.
Oh yeah, who she was was sure as hell something he needed to keep in mind.
And as for the when part?
The when part was even more important. So important that if Terese Warwick wasnât a Warwick at all, if she was the most amazing, beautiful, perfect, wonderful woman on the face of the earth, he still wouldnât do anything about it.
Because right now was not the time for a woman in his life. For any woman. Right now was Johnnyâs time.
It was a vow Hunter had made to himself. Johnny was his priority. Johnny was the one and only person he was devoted to.
Maybe not forever, because he knew that eventually his son would be more interested in his own friends and activities and wouldnât want his old Dad hanging around. But for now, for as long as dad was the center of Johnnyâs universe, Hunter wouldnât take that lightly. He wouldnât let there be any distractions, any intrusions. Not by anyone.
So Terese Warwick couldnât have more than a superficial place in their lives and that was all there was to it.
Which was why he had no business looking forward to her coming. No business getting excited.
But whether he had any business doing all that or not, the feeling was there, anyway.
So he guessed heâd just have to keep it under wraps. Keep it from flourishing. And heâd also have to make sure he didnât let anything come of any of it.
This was going to be Johnnyâs time with Terese, and her time with him. Hunter would just stand on the sidelines and oversee it. Heâd keep himself as removed from it as he could.
That was his plan.
But damn if he wouldnât feel a lot better if this excitement would go away and leave him in peace.
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It was almost nine-thirty when Terese finally found the wooden arch that proclaimed Hunter Coltraneâs ranch, the Double Bar S, and turned from the main road onto the gravel drive.
The drive was lined on both sides by a white rail fence that bordered grassy fields where several cows grazed lazily and watched her without enthusiasm. It was a sentiment she hoped Hunter Coltrane didnât share at the prospect of having her there.
She was surprised by how small the house was when it came into view in the distance. Of course, not only was the white two-story farmhouse in the midst of a vast expanse of open ground, there were also an enormous white barn and a silo looming up behind it, and it occurred to her that they might be dwarfing Hunterâs home, too.
It was a well-kept little house, though, with black shutters neatly decorating each window. The first level was larger than the second and there was a big covered front porch with a crossbuck railing around it that gave the place an inviting, homey feel.
Terese pulled to a stop at the end of the drive where there was a patch of manicured lawn and a cobbled sidewalk led the rest of the way to the house.
Stretching along the porch were brick-bordered flower beds. Although it was too late in the year for blooms, the flower beds were festively adorned with teepees of dried corn stalks and artfully displayed pumpkins, brightly colored gourds and squashes.There was also a life-sized stuffed scarecrow dressed in a red bandana shirt and denim overalls lounging on the chair swing that hung from chains at one end of the porch.
All in all, even though the place was nothing fancy, Terese liked it.
A porch light to the right of the screened front door was lit for her, providing a warm golden glow even after sheâd turned off her engine and her car lights. She got out from behind the wheel and just stood there for a moment, looking at the house and letting it sink in that her nephew