really was just inside.
In those first few days of his life, sheâd fallen in love with the baby Eve had given birth to. Sheâd held him and rocked him and cooed to him. Sheâd felt him curl up against her; sheâd spent hours with him sleeping in her arms.
In the process sheâd begun to hope that her sister would change her mind about giving up the baby. That she could convince her sister to keep him and that then she would get to be a part of his life.
But nothing sheâd said or done had changed Eveâs mind. Eve had wanted nothing to do with that baby. She didnât want to see him. She didnât want to hold him. She didnât even want to know he was alive. And she certainly wasnât going to keep him.
When Terese had finally had to accept that, her thoughts had turned to an alternate course. Sheâd decided to adopt the baby herself.
Eve had hit the ceiling when Terese had told her. It was the biggest argument theyâd ever had, culminating in Eveâs flat refusal to relinquish the infant to Terese. Then, to make it even harder on Terese, Eve had arranged for the baby to be immediately turned over to the parents Eve had chosen. Terese hadnât had so much as the opportunity to say goodbye to the baby sheâd come to love.
It had wrenched Tereseâs heart. In fact, sheâd gone through a long period of grieving before sheâd given up the hope of ever seeing him again.
And then sheâd come home to find Hunter Coltrane in her entryway.
Of course the circumstances had been less than ideal. Certainly she didnât want a health problem to be the cause of bringing her nephew back into her life. But now that it had happened and she was only moments away from getting to see him again, it seemed too good to be true.
Terese opened the rear door and pulled out her leather suitcase, not wanting to waste any more precious time when she could be meeting her nephew.
And seeing his dad again.
But Terese pushed the thought of Hunter out of her mind as soon as it popped into it. Exactly as sheâd been doing since sheâd seen him at the hospital. Hunter might be drop-dead gorgeous and honest enough to have kept his word, but meeting and getting to know his son was the only thing this visit was about. And she couldnât let herself forget that.
Terese was determined not to lose sight of just how touchy the whole situation was. She knew she had to keep in mind that she was an outsider in the lives of both father and son. She had to keep in mind that even though she might be a blood relative of Johnnyâs, she still had no rights to him, that she was nothing more than a stranger here, allowed to get to know him only out of the kindness and generosity of his father, a father who could very well have dug in his heels and refused to have the line between birth family and adopted family crossed.
No, she had no doubt whatsoever that this was a touchy situation. Touchy and complicated. And it didnât need to be complicated even more by her drifting into thoughts of Hunter Coltrane as a man.
Terese closed the rear car door with a resounding slam, as if that would help put an end to any thoughts of her nephewâs father.
Then she climbed the four steps to the front porch with her suitcase in hand.
But before she had a chance to knock on the screen, the carved oak door opened and there stood Hunter Coltrane.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. Strappingly good-looking.
Taller, broader of shoulder, and even more strappingly good-looking than her memory had made him in all the images that had haunted her since sheâd come in on his confrontation with her sister this past week.
It didnât help matters.
But Terese tamped down the instant, involuntaryappreciation that flooded her at that first sight of him and reminded herself that she was out of his league when it came to looks, and that sheâd better remember it.
Johnny. This was only about