change her clothes.
Only as she stood in her closet, trying to figure out what to change into that might give Tyler a hint as to who she was, did it occur to her that all of her things were basically the sameâjeans and tops.
She had a couple of pairs of slacks she wore to church, and a plain, simple black dress that she wore with a matching jacket to funerals and, without the jacket, to weddings. But that was about it. And because she knew sheâd feel overdressed if she wore her Sunday slacksâbesides the fact that it would no doubt raise eyebrows and questions if anyone who knew her saw herâthe closest she could come to Wyla-wear was a red V-neck T-shirt with a clean pair of jeans.
She did unbraid her hair, though, brushing it and letting it fall free the way sheâd worn it that night. And although lip gloss was all she owned in the way of makeup, she made a mental note to buy herself a few cosmetics as soon as possible to aid her cause.
Then she locked up the apartment and used the outside stairs to go down to her old blue pickup truck, wishing she had a better, sexier vehicle, too.
But there wasnât anything to be done about it, and so she climbed behind the wheel, started the engine and pulled away from the curb, feeling more anxious than she could ever remember having felt before.
Willow was familiar with all the farms and ranches around Black Arrow. It had been her job at the Feed and Grain to make deliveries after school as soon as sheâd been old enough to drive. So she knew exactly where she was going.
The former Harris place was south of town about four miles. Sheâd gone all through school with the Harrisesâ only child, Samantha. But she and Willow hadnât been friends. Samantha had been a very girly girlâworlds apart from tomboy Willow.
As she turned off the main road onto the private drive she could see the house in the distance. It was a two-story frame, painted white and trimmed in black, with a steep black roof.
The house had a nice front porchâthat was what Willow had always liked best about it. The porch was bordered with a spindled railing that looked beautiful at Christmas, decorated with lights and evergreen boughs.
But August was not the time for that, and other than a wicker rocker and a chair swing hanging from chains, the porch itself was littered with several moving boxes apparently waiting to be thrown out.
No lights shone through the windows, but since it was only seven oâclock and there was still an abundance of summer daylight, Willow didnât think that was a sign that no one was home. Besides, there was a big white truck parked in the drive, so she assumed Tyler was there.
She parked beside the truck and cut her engine, taking a deep breath to bolster her courage and wishingâas she had so many times since Juneâthat things hadnât taken the turn they had.
But wishing didnât make any of it go away, so she picked up the file sheâd brought with her as her excuse, and got out of the truck to climb the five steps onto the porch.
The front door was open, and through the screen door she could hear music playing. Softly.
She recognized the singer. Chris Isaak. He was one of her favorites, and she hoped that maybe he was one of Tylerâs favorites, too, and the fact that they shared similar musical tastes was a good sign.
She knocked on the screenâs frame, feeling her tension level increase with each rap.
Nothing stirred in response. Chris Isaak just went on singing about the wicked things people do.
Maybe she hadnât knocked loud enough to be heard over the music. She tried again with more force.
âHold on,â she heard Tyler call, his unmistakable baritone sounding as if it were coming from the living room to the right of the front door.
Then he came into sight from that direction.
He had on a white T-shirt, a pair of jeans with a tear in the knee, and he was in his stocking