young.
Back then, the meanest among them, Sidra, had pretended Nat didnât exist at all. âHeâs nothing. His father broke Laws. Singers said so.â But sheâd rounded on me. Teased me for my tuneless renderings of the first Laws we learned. âYour father must have fed himself to a skymouth to keep from being there to hear you cry.â The flight group, young as chicks, collapsed into laughter until the Magisters came with their nets to take us into the sky for our first flight. Then everyoneâs voice froze tight in fear.
Weâd only flown for a few minutes that day, tumbling into the tightly woven nets as we learned the winds around Densira. Iâd rushed home and, in answer to Ezaritâs âhow was it?â my nose and eyes had run like rainspouts.
âSidraâs father talks too much, up at the top of Densira,â sheâd said bitterly. âYour father didnât return from a trade run. He could have been taken by a skymouth, but no one knows for certain. It wasnât your doing.â And that was all she ever said.
Sheâd walked away from me, shoulders hunched, while I buried my face in my sleeping mat. Sheâd left early the next morning for the Spire, stopping to kiss my head. âDonât let them tell you who you are, Kirit. Donât let them see you cry.â Iâd pretended to be asleep. But I heard her.
Sheâd petitioned the Singers that day, though she would not say for what. But her trade routes got better, and, when the tower grew, we were allowed to move to the new tier. Above Vant and his family. A great honor.
Now she was on a trade, and Iâd wept again. For whom? For what? Nat still shook me, gently. âIâm all right,â I sniffled. He let go.
âWhat did the Singer say?â he asked.
My mouth went dry. I shook my head.
âFine, Kirit.â
âItâs not that, Nat. I canât say what he said.â
He opened his mouth to press me for more, but a clatter at the balcony signaled Councilman Vantâs arrival, along with the tower guard from this morning. They held a net basket between them.
âIâm not getting in that thing,â Nat said.
âNo.â The councilman shook his head. His jowls jiggled. âYouâre not. Kirit is.â
My jaw dropped. To be sent downtower was one thing. To be sent by basket like an invalid or a cloudbound offering was entirely another. I began to protest, but the councilman held up a finger. âSingerâs orders.â He smiled with pleasure.
The councilmanâs enjoyment of my mistake made my stomach clench. Perhaps he hoped this was the first of many small falls.
My mother was not here to ease the way with kind words or gifts. I must do what he said, without making things worse.
I looked around once more before climbing in the basket. Our wide quarters were so recently grown atop the tower that the inner walls hadnât yet begun to thicken. The space was comfortable, for all its newness. We had cushions from Amrath tower, and woven storage baskets in elegant patterns from Bissel. Chimes made from reclaimed metal so old theyâd worn smooth of their past hung from the ceiling in the center of the room.
I realized too late that I didnât want to leave this height for downtowerâs stink and worry. Councilman Vantâs family had likely felt the same, as the tower grew past them. Theyâd been accustomed to being at the top. But towers rose according to need. Densira hadnât risen for years, until Singers arrived with their rough scourweed and chants. Until theyâd coaxed the bone tower into growing a new level. But Densira kept groaning. Once, while Iâd lived downtower, Nat and I had skipped flight to cruise over the expanse of new-grown bone, and I had spotted the beginnings of a second tier, a natural one, emerging atop the one the Singers had called in the traditional way. After two seasons