though, in walking Nathan home, Iâd given him the opportunity to voice something that he might not have found the courage to in school. And when the end of the day came around, I was even more dismayed to take a call from the social worker whoâd apparently seen my report.
His name was Martin and heâd had dealings with the family for some time, and was keen, it seemed, to reassure me that all was well.
âI need to explain a couple of things,â he said, having introduced both himself and his credentials. âAnd they are that, first of all, I donât believe that Nathan has any psychological problems really. In fact, we believe that he is attention seeking, as does his stepfather.â
I took this on board, resisting the urge to ask him if heâd had sight of the overdue psychologistâs report. My guess was not, since I hadnât seen it yet myself and it had been the primary school rather than social services that had ordered it.
âSecondly,â he went on, âwe donât believe Nathanâs telling the truth about his dad hurting him. Heâs a clumsy child â Iâve witnessed this myself when Iâve visited the family. You might well have noticed that yourself.â
I told him I hadnât, but, in fairness, Iâd not known Nathan long. It wasnât my place to presume I knew more than he did, after all. âSo what are your thoughts?â I asked, braced for the sort of response that what heâd told me already seemed to be hinting at.
âWe think the family have poor social skills, basically,â he said, âand that because neither parent works, they do live very poorly. Theyâre not the brightest of people, clearly, but we feel theyâre essentially coping â doing their best in unfortunate circumstances. So, as Iâm sure youâd agree, we really donât want to go wellying in, guns blazing, though if you feel strongly that we need to have some continued input in this situation, then weâll obviously do so,â he finished.
Which left me at something of a loss. Of course no one wanted social services âwellying inâ, as he put it, making pariahs of poor, innocent parents. But something stuck in my craw. If they werenât earning then why werenât they ever at home? And another thing â werenât there grounds for accepting Nathanâs words as truth? It was hardly as if heâd been eager to broadcast it to the world, was it? He hadnât told me it at all â that had been Jenny.
But perhaps that would be lost on the man I was currently speaking to. He clearly had his own views on the subject. I took a deep breath.
âYes,â I said, âI
would
like social services to take some action, because though I obviously respect your views, I donât share them. I have a strong gut instinct that something isnât right here. Iâll obviously continue to work with Nathan and support him while in school, but yes, Iâd be grateful,â I said again, âif you could as well.â
He promised he would, but his tone seemed to suggest differently, and when I put down the phone I realised my hands were shaking.
By the time I reached the staff room, in search of caffeine and solace, my dismay had worked itself up into anger. Fortunately, Julia Styles, the special needs co-ordinator, was one of my soulmates at work and as she was already in there I cornered her and offloaded all my angst.
When I finished she was smiling sympathetically. âYou remind me of a little pit bull,â she observed. âYou get your teeth into something and you wonât let go, come hell or high water.â Her expression changed then. âBut, you know, Casey, all you can really do is
your
job. Be there for Nathan, report any single thing that makes you uneasy and trust that, ultimately, social services will also do theirs.â
âBut what if they donât?â