afraid.â
âNo, itâs not. I could work out. I could become a boeuf. The military always needs more boeufs!â
The lawyer sighs in exasperation and looks at his watch. The social worker leans forward. âRisa, please,â she says. âIt takes a certain body type for a girl to be an Army boeuf, and many years of physical training.â
âDonât I have a choice in this?â But when she looks behind her, the answer is clear. There are two guards waiting to make sure that she has no choice at all. And as they lead her away, she thinks of Mr. Durkin. With a bitter laugh, Risa realizes that he may get his wish after all. Someday he may see her hands playing in Carnegie Hall. Unfortunately, the rest of Risa wonât be there.
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She is not allowed to return to her dormitory. She will take nothing with her, because thereâs nothing she needs. Thatâs the way it is with unwinds. Just a handful of her friends sneak down to the schoolâs transportation center, stealing quick hugs and shedding quick tears, all the while looking over their shoulders, afraid of getting caught.
Mr. Durkin does not come. This hurts Risa most of all.
She sleeps in a guest room in the homeâs welcome center, then, at dawn, sheâs loaded onto a bus full of kids being transferred from the huge StaHo complex to other places. She recognizes some faces, but doesnât actually know any of her travel companions.
Across the aisle, a fairly nice-looking boyâa military boeuf by the look of himâgives her a smile. âHey,â he says, flirting in a way only boeufs can.
âHey,â Risa says back.
âIâm being transferred to the state naval academy,â he says. âHow about you?â
âOh, me?â She quickly sifts through the air for something impressive. âMiss Marpleâs Academy for the Highly Gifted.â
âSheâs lying,â says a scrawny, pale boy sitting on Risaâs other side. âSheâs an Unwind.â
Suddenly the boeuf boy leans away, as if unwinding is contagious. âOh,â he says. âWell . . . uh . . . thatâs too bad. See ya!â And he leaves to sit with some other boeufs in the back.
âThanks,â snaps Risa at the scrawny kid.
The kid just shrugs. âIt doesnât matter, anyway.â Then he holds out his hand to shake. âIâm Samson,â he says. âIâm an Unwind too.â
Risa almost laughs. Samson. Such a strong name for such a mealy boy. She doesnât shake his hand, still annoyed at havingbeen exposed to the handsome boeuf.
âSo, what did you do to get yourself unwound?â Risa asks.
âItâs not what I did, itâs what I didnât do.â
âWhat didnât you do?â
âAnything,â Samson answers.
It makes sense to Risa. Not doing anything is an easy path to unwinding.
âI was never going to amount to much anyway,â Samson says, âbut now, statistically speaking, thereâs a better chance that some part of me will go on to greatness somewhere in the world. Iâd rather be partly great than entirely useless.â
The fact that his twisted logic almost makes sense just makes her angrier. âHope you enjoy harvest camp, Samson.â Then she leaves to find another seat.
âPlease sit down!â calls the chaperone from the front, but no oneâs listening to her. The bus is full of kids moving from seat to seat, trying to find kindred spirits or trying to escape them. Risa finds herself a window seat, with no one beside her.
This bus trip will be only the first leg of her journey. They explained to herâto all the kids after they boarded the busâthat they would first be taken to a central transportation center, where kids from dozens of state homes would be sorted onto buses that would take them to wherever they were going. Risaâs next