strange way itâs not enough. Thereâs got to be more. Morefood. More dancing. More time. Theyâre already bringing out the birthday cake. Everyone knows the party ends once the cake is served. Why are they bringing out the cake? Can it really be three hours into the party?
Then comes one more toast. Itâs the toast that almost ruins the evening.
Of Levâs many brothers and sisters, Marcus has been the quietest all evening. Itâs unlike him. Lev should have known something was going to happen. Lev, at thirteen, is the youngest of ten. Marcus, at twenty-eight, is the oldest. He flew halfway across the country to be here at Levâs tithing party, and yet heâs barely danced, or spoken, or been a part of any of the festivities. Heâs also drunk. Lev has never seen Marcus drunk.
It happens after the formal toasts are given, when Levâs cake is being cut and distributed. It doesnât start as a toast; it starts as just a moment between brothers.
âCongrats, little bro,â Marcus says, giving him a powerful hug. Lev can smell the alcohol on Marcusâs breath. âToday youâre a man. Sort of.â
Their father, sitting at the head table just a few feet away, lets out a nervous chuckle.
âThanks . . . sort of,â Lev responds. He glances at his parents. His father waits to see whatâs coming next. His motherâs pinched expression makes Lev feel tense.
Marcus stares at Lev with a smile that doesnât hold any of the emotion a smile usually comes with. âWhat do you think of all this?â he asks Lev.
âItâs great.â
âOf course it is! All these people here for you? Itâs an amazing night. Amazing!â
âYeah,â says Lev. Heâs not sure where this is going, but he knows itâs going somewhere. âIâm having the time of my life.â
âDamn right! The time of your life! Gotta wrap up all thoselife events, all those parties, into oneâbirthdays, wedding, funeral.â Then he turns to their father. âVery efficient, right, Dad?â
âThatâs enough,â their father says quietly, but it only makes Marcus get louder.
âWhat? Iâm not allowed to talk about it? Oh, thatâs rightâthis is a celebration. I almost forgot.â
Lev wants Marcus to stop, but at the same time he doesnât.
Mom stands up and says in a voice more forceful than Dadâs, âMarcus, sit down. Youâre embarrassing yourself.â
By now everyone in the banquet hall has stopped whatever they were doing and are tuned in to the unfolding family drama. Marcus, seeing he has the roomâs attention, picks up someoneâs half-empty glass of champagne, and holds it high. âHereâs to my brother, Lev,â Marcus says. âAnd to our parents! Who have always done the right thing. The appropriate thing. Who have always given generously to charity. Who have always given 10 percent of everything to our church. Hey, Momâweâre lucky you had ten kids instead of five, otherwise weâd end up having to cut Lev off at the waist!â
Gasps from all those assembled. People shaking their heads. Such disappointing behavior from an eldest son.
Now Dad comes up and grabs Marcusâs arm tightly. âYouâre done!â Dad says. âSit down.â
Marcus shakes Dadâs arm off. âOh, Iâll do better than sit down.â Now there are tears in Marcusâs eyes as he turns to Lev. âI love you, bro . . . and I know this is your special day. But I canât be a part of this.â He hurls the champagne glass against the wall, where it shatters, spraying fragments of crystal all over the buffet table. Then he turns and storms out with such steady confidence in his stride that Lev realizes heâs not drunk at all.
Levâs father signals the band and they kick into a dance number even before Marcus is gone from the
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