breasts feel heavy as they hang down.
I hear Stonehart approaching. I feel his hands circle around my calf and trail all the way up my smooth leg. He lifts my skirt, and his hands take hold of my ass cheeks, spreading them wide.
I can’t take the wait. I want—no, I need —him to start fucking me immediately. It’s not fair that he can have me so turned on and then take his sweet time doing anything about it!
“Don’t move,” Stonehart says in a whisper. “Stand absolutely still.” I hear the whoosh of his belt being pulled through the loops. Finally, it seems like I’ll be getting what I so desire…
But Stonehart continues to take his time. His hands roll over the curve of my bum and sweep up the length of my spine with the lightest touch.
I want to turn my head to look at him, but he hasn’t given me permission yet.
His hand tangles in my hair. He makes a fist and spears me back by the roots, not hard, but enough to cause a bit of discomfort.
“You are a magnificent creature,” he whispers in my ear. “And magnificent creatures deserve to be kept safe from the horrors of the world, lest they lose their luster. If I had my way—” his voice becomes an octave lower, “—you would never leave these grounds again. Nothing would mar your beauty.”
Before I can think of a reply, he loops his belt over my head. He yanks once, and it tightens right over my mouth. I stir, but he tightens the fist in my hair so that pain shoots down my scalp.
“Still,” he murmurs. “Stay still. Don’t worry. I’m going to fuck you hard, Lilly, and you’re going to want to scream. The belt…” he traces the bit of it in my mouth with a finger, “will make sure nobody hears. Now, then,” He smacks my ass again. “Remember what I said. Eyes front. Hands on the trunk. Don’t look back at me.”
I bite down on the leather in my mouth, doing my best to repress memories of last night. I don’t want this act tainted by them.
I feel Stonehart position himself behind me again, feel him press his hips into mine. All the while, one end of the belt is clutched in his hand, limiting the mobility of my head.
He sucks in a breath as his hand clamps my left ass cheek. When his thumb starts to trace light circles around the forbidden hole, my entire body tenses.
“Relax, Lilly,” he says. “This is new for you, I know. But I am going to open your eyes to the vast world of pleasure it can bring.” The circles start to press a little tighter into me. “Relax. Don’t clench up. Let your body go. Give me control. Trust me .”
As his thumb continues skirting over the same spot, sharp, panicky breaths start to rock my body. I’ve never tried anal play before. Things are supposed to go out , not come in. And we don’t even have lube—
I gasp as his finger plunges inside. I try to pull away, but he has me trapped with the belt.
“I told you to relax,” he rasps. He is starting to sound irritated. “If you don’t do what I say, Lilly, I’m not going to give you the favor of taking my time.” His voice transforms into a heady growl. “We both know I’m ready to fuck you to oblivion right now.”
The threat of having something so much bigger than the tip of his thumb go inside me is enough to make me force my body to slacken.
“Much better,” Stonehart says. Again, he sounds pleased. “I’m not going to lie. The first time’s going to hurt. But we’ll take it slow…” his thumb begins to ebb in and out of me. Every time it does, he pushes a little bit deeper on the way in. “…and it’ll get better.”
The feeling is completely foreign, all wrong, and just seems to be so far removed from anything I would ever enjoy that—
Out of nowhere comes a tiny sliver of pleasure. It flitters away in an instant, like a snowflake melting on hot skin, but I felt it. I actually felt it!
“You’re starting to like it,” Stonehart chuckles. “I knew you would warm up to the idea. Now—” his fly zips open,
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