always. I donât drink. Control issues.
âCaptain Fantastic!â Shane Taylor calls. Heâs manning the keg, handing out cups. He fills one, passes it to me. âYou drink for free tonight, Zephyr Doyle.â Shane swims in his own smile.
âThanks.â
He raises his cup in a toast. âLegendary.â
âTold you,â Lizzie says, nudging me.
âRight as usual.â
Someone walks behind me, pats me on the back. âGreat game, Doyle.â
I look at Lizzie and laugh. âWhen did students at Sudbury start giving a shit about field hockey?â
âItâs not the game, Zee. Itâs the fame. Everyone wants to be affiliated with a winner. Tonight, youâre a winner.â
Lani bounces in front of us and I have to take a step back from her energy. âGreat game, Zephyr.â
âThanks.â
But Laniâs looking past me. âIs Slice here?â
âNo clue.â
âOh. Okay. Well . . . Can you tell him Iâm looking for him when you see him?â
âWill do.â
âOkay, see ya!â Lani cheers and bounds off.
âBeing ignored by Lani Briggs could be the biggest compliment of my life,â Lizzie says.
âHah! If I could be so lucky.â I search the crowd. âI do suspect Greggâs behind this jock marketing campaign, though.â
âYeah, well, heâs here somewhere. Nowhere else to go in Suckbury.â
âI know, right.â
We duck into the house, where I dump my beer and fill my cup with water to disguise the fact that Iâm a total party dork. The rooms are packed and the music is too loud, and when Lizzie tells me she needs to use the facilities, I need air. âMeet me outside when youâre done.â I have to scream to be heard over Rihanna. Lizzie nods and I head out to our spot at the edge of the lawn, turn my back to the evergreens and feel comfortable hiding in the shadows. I like the distance. From here, I spy the already-wasted football team pooled around the kegs and the girls fawning. And Alec.
He leans against the house, three girls hanging on his every word. I can see their smiles and their too many hair flips. I lean forward, pulled by warped interest.
âHey!â Gregg appears behind me and I jump. Cold water splashes over my wrist. âMan, what is with you lately?â
I blot the water off my skin with my jacket sleeve. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou were jumpy in French class too.â I smell the beer on his breath, recognize the way his words stumble out slower than usual.
âDonât sneak up on me and I wonât jump.â
âSo . . . o . . . rry.â He bats his eyes. âForgive me, Zeph?â
âAlways.â
He takes a sip of beer, looks out into the crowd. âWhereâs Lizzie?â
âBathroom break. But Laniâs looking for you.â
âYeah? How come?â
âProbably because sheâs in love with you.â
âNot my type.â He swigs another sip. âSo how are you enjoying your fame?â
I fan my arm around my deserted space. âI prefer the sidelines.â
âNot comfortable with stardom? Inconceivable. How is it that weâre friends, again?â
âHilarious.â I throw an eye roll.
âWell, I think you had an amazing season.â
I shift my feet, uncomfortable. Iâm not the hugest fan of compliments, something Gregg knows. âI had help.â
âOh right. I forgot that youâre blandly ordinary and your team pretty much carried you.â He smiles over the ridge of his cup.
âYour accuracy is impressive.â I nod toward the house. âLooks like Alecâs making friends.â Two of the girls have moved closer to Alec. âSo is it true he got expelled for having a girl in his dorm?â
âFact. Why? Is that important?â
âNot to me. Lizzieâs writing an
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