Iâm bothering her or something? Her attitude make me sick sometimes. âI want my clothes, what you think?â
âYou shoulda thought of that âfore you walked your ass outta here.â
âI want my shit,â I say, and kick the door three more times. Hard.
I hear Troy say, âMommy, let him in.â
âGo back to sleep,â my moms tell him. âI ainât got time to deal with his nonsense.â
I punch the door a few times, then go back to kicking it. Iâm mad as I can get. Who the fuck do she think she is? Fuck her. She probably in there all happy âcause she got me mad.
I walk away from the door âcause I donât want her thinking she in control when she not. I donât need them clothes anyway. Shit. She want them so bad, she can keep them for all I care.
I get to Novisha apartment looking and probably smelling as homeless as I am. Iâm wearing the same clothes I was wearing yesterday and the same clothes I slept in. I couldnât even take a shower or brush my teeth âcause I ainât wanna go back to Jasmine room and hafta deal with what happened last night. I donât know how Iâm sâposed to go to some awards ceremony like this.
Ms. Jenkins open the door and when she see me I can tell she feel sorry for me, like Iâm one of them hungry kids they put on them TV commercials late at night. Novisha come outta her room wearing this short blue nightshirt. If I wasnât so funky I would give her a hug, but I donât even wanna get close right now.
She donât mind though. She wrap her arms âround me and give me a little squeeze. This the kinda hug she give when her moms is âround. The good girl hug. âIâm so happy you made it, Ty.â She smell so sweet, like that peach bath stuff she like so much.
Ms. Jenkins donât let me say a word though. âGo put some clothes on,â she tell Novisha. âYou know itâs not right to run around like that in front of Tyrell.â
Novisha roll her eyes. âI told you, Mom. Tyrell respects me.â She smile up at me.
âHeâs still a boy and youâre still a girl. Respectâs not gonna change that.â
Novisha turn âround to go back to her room and I try not to look at the back of her legs. âYou donât gotta worry, Ms. Jenkins,â I say. âYou got a good girl there.â
âI know sheâs a good girl. I just hope youâre being a good boy âcause I trust you. Donât make me regret that.â
Since Iâm so early, Ms. Jenkins let me take a shower, and she send Novisha downstairs to the Rite Aid to buy me a toothbrush, some new underwear, and socks. I feel kinda bad making her spend money on me, but I really do need them things since my moms ainât let me get my clothes from the room.
âTyrell,â Ms. Jenkins call through the bathroom door when Iâm just âbout to get in the shower. âI found a shirt my husband left here a while back. You have to wear your own jeans though.â Ms. Jenkins always call Novisha pops her husband even though they been divorced for almost two years. The man ainât pay no child support or nothing for almost a year âtil Ms. Jenkins finally dragged his ass to court. But she donât hold that against him. Itâs like she forgot how bad he treated her.
I open the door a crack and she hand me the shirt. âThanks,â I say again. The shirt ainât too bad neither. Just plain blue with white buttons.
âAnd donât forget to wash that hair. Thereâs some shampoo in the cabinet below the sink.â
God, a brotha miss one shower and all of a sudden she actinâ like Iâm the funkiest nigga alive.
By the time Iâm finished taking a shower, Novisha back. She hand me the Rite Aid bag through the door and, âcause her moms is watching, she cover her eyes so she canât see me naked. Like she