ainât seen it all before. And she ainât just get me what her moms sent her for neither. Nah, my girl even got me that $25 card for my cell. I brush my teeth and get dressed feeling good.
Next thing I know, Novisha is sitting on the couch and Iâmsitting on the floor between her legs old-skool style, and she greasing my scalp, combing my hair, and braiding it in neat rows going straight back with the zigzag parts. Shit look real nice.
I ainât gonna lie. I like having my girl take care of me this way. I canât wait âtil she finish high school and we can live together somewhere on our own. Iâma support her while she in college, pay all the bills and shit, and she can take care of me like this everyday. Man, thatâs the way I wanna be living.
Then Jasmine come into my mind, and I think âbout what she did to me. I never shoulda let that shit happen. Now here I am and Novisha is treating me so good, and Iâm feeling mad guilty. I donât know what Iâma do tonight if my moms donât let me back in the room, but I do know I gotta stay away from Jasmine âcause I canât let what happened last night happen again.
A couple hours later, Iâm sitting in the auditorium of Novisha school, bored out my fuckinâ mind. This is sâposed to be a awards ceremony, but the first hour ainât nothing but kids singing church songs. Me and Novisha is sitting together next to her moms, who keep checking the back of the room to see if Novisha pops showed up yet. He said he was gonna meet them here, so he either late or not coming. But it donât matter what time he come âcause Ms. Jenkins is saving him a seat.
When her moms ainât looking, Novisha whisper in my ear, âI wish she would get over him already. Itâs embarrassing.â
I just shake my head âcause I know her moms ainât gonna get over him no time soon. No matter what my pops do, my moms still love him. I think females is just like that. When theyfind they man, thatâs it. They ainât looking for nobody else no matter what.
The singers finally finish they song, and everybody stand up and clap. I donât feel like getting up, but when Novisha do, I do too, âcause I wanna make sure all the guys in the auditorium know she with me.
While we standing there, I slip my hand on her waist and kinda rub her hip a little. And Iâm real smooth âbout it, so her moms donât see me. But at the same time, my eyes is going from one guy to the next, trying to catch they reaction. Her school got all kinds of kids, but Iâm only checking out the Black dudes âcause the guy who put them letters in her locker called hisself a brother in one of them.
âI know what youâre doing,â Novisha say, taking my hand off her hip and looking back to see what Iâm looking at.
âI ainât doing nothing.â
âHeâs not here,â she say. âSo relax.â
I donât know if she just saying that or what. She donât be straight-out lying to me, but I know she probably trying to protect herself too. âCause she know if I see that dude, Iâma hafta kick some ass up in here. I donât give a fuck âbout no awards ceremony.
Novisha pops get there âbout two minutes later. He slide into the seat and give Ms. Jenkins a kiss on the lips. Novisha roll her eyes. Both me and her donât know what her pops is up to and why he be coming âround again like he ainât never left.
A couple minutes later, they start calling people up to get they award. Most of the kids is getting awards for they grades. Then they say they got four special awards for kids who do stuff for the community. Thatâs my girl. She always doing shit for other people.
Novisha get her award âcause she volunteer at this nursing home, and she got a lot of other kids to do the same thing. âCause of her, something like forty kids
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