weeding. She always claimed that it was because she had no trouble getting down onto the grass, but getting back up was tougher. But Tina knew the truth. Her grandmother just hated weeding. Always had.
The roses were droopy, the Gerbera daisies were being choked out by the dandelions and the pansies had given up the ghost. Tina knelt in the sun-warmed grass and let the summer heat bake into her skin as she leaned into the task.
Classic rock played on the stereo in the livingroom and drifted through the open windows to give her a solid beat to work to. The sounds of kids playing basketball and a dogâs frantic bark came from down the street. Muffin and Peaches watched Tinaâs every move from behind the screen door and yipped excitedly whenever something interesting, like a butterfly, passed in their line of vision.
Sheâd already been at it for an hour when she straightened up, put her hands at the small of her back and stretched, easing the kinks out of muscles unused to gardening. In California, Tina lived in an apartment and made do with a few potted plants on the balcony overlooking Manhattan Beach. At home, she was always too busy working, or thinking about working, or planning to be working, to do anything else. And when had that happened? she asked herself. When had she lost her sense of balance? When had work become more important than living?
But she knew the answer.
It seemed as though everything in her life boiled back down to Brian. Sheâd buried herself in her ambition when heâd divorced her. As if by immersing herself in work she could forget about the loneliness haunting her. It hadnât worked.
It felt good to be out in a yard again, she thought. Good to not be watching a clock or worrying about a lunch meeting. It was good just to be, even if theSouth Carolina humidity was thick enough to slice with a knife.
A thunderous, window rattling roar rose up out of nowhere suddenly and Tina tipped her head back in time to see an F-18 streak across the sky, leaving a long white trail behind it. Her heart swelled as it always did when she spotted a military jet. Every time, she imagined that Brian was the pilot. Sheâd always been proud of him and the job he did. Thereâd been fear, too, of course, but when you married a Marine, that was just part of the package.
She lifted one hand to shield her eyes as she followed the jetâs progress across the sky.
âPretty sight,â a voice from behind her said, loud enough to be heard over the music still pouring from the house into the hot, summer air.
Tina sucked in a breath and slowly turned around to look up at him. She hadnât heard him drive up. Hadnât expected him to come back home in the middle of the day. In fact, sheâd figured him for spending as much time away from the house as possible.
Yet, here he was.
Taller than most pilots, Brian used to complain about the cockpit of an F-18 being a tight fit. But sheâd always liked the fact that he was so much taller than her. Unless she was on the ground having to tip her head all the way back just to meet his eyes. She stoodup, brushing grass off her knees and then peeling the worn, stained, gardening gloves from her hands.
The sun shone directly into her eyes, silhouetting Brian, throwing his face into shadow. But she felt him watching her and knew that his gaze was locked on her. âWhatâd you say?â she finally asked, then remembered and said, âOh. The jet. Yes, it is pretty.â
âDidnât mean the jet, but, yeah,â he said, âit looked good, too.â
Tina felt a rush of warmth spin through her and told herself that a compliment from Brian meant nothing. Only that he was alive and breathing. Heâd always been smooth. Always known just what to say. Known how to talk her down from a mad and how to talk her out of her panties.
Instantly, memories dazzled her body and the resulting warmth turned to heat and Tina