started, yep.â
âHave you seen him?â
âOh yeah.â
âAndâ¦?â
Tina grabbed the twisted cord in one hand and wrapped the coils around her index finger as she talked. âAnd, heâs just like I remembered.â Actually, he was more than she remembered. More handsome. More irresistible. More aggravating.
âSo youâre still set on this.â
Tina sighed. âJanet, weâve been all through this. I donât want to go to a sperm bank. Can you imagine that conversation with my child? âYes, honey, of course you have a daddy. Heâs number 3075. Itâs a very nice number.ââ
Janet laughed. âFine. Iâm just saying, it seems like youâre asking for trouble here. Iâm worried.â
âAnd I appreciate it.â Tina smiled and let her gaze drift around her old bedroom. Nana hadnât changed much over the years. There were still posters of Tahiti and London tacked to the walls, bookcases stuffed with books and treasures from her teenage years and furniture that had been in the Coretti family since the beginning of time.
There was comfort here.
And Tina was surprised to admit just how much she needed that comfort.
Though sheâd been born and raised in this house, this town, sheâd been gone a long time. And stepping into the past, however briefly, was just a little unnerving.
âBut you want me to back off,â Janet said.
Tina heard the smile in her friendâs voice. âYeah, I do.â
âTony told me youâd say that,â Janet admitted, then shouted to her husband, âokay, okay. I owe you five dollars.â
Tina laughed and felt the knots in her stomach slowly unwinding. âIâm glad you called.â
âYeah?â
âYeah. I needed to hear a friendly voice,â Tina admitted. With Nana in Italy and Brian holed up in his cave, Tina had been feeling more alone than she had in a long time. âEven I didnât know how much I needed it.â
âHappy to help,â Janet said. âCall me if you need to talk or cry or shout orâ¦anything.â
âI will. And Iâll see you in three weeks.â
After her friend hung up, Tina sat up and folded her legs beneath her. She looked around her room and felt the past rise up all around her. Sheâd still been living in this room when she and Brian had started dating.
It felt like a lifetime ago.
Back then, she was still working part-time at Diegoâs, an upscale bar on the waterfront, and studying for her MBA during the day. Brian was a lieutenant, the pilotâs wings pinned to his uniform still shiny and new. Heâd walked into the bar one night, and just like the corniest of clichés, their eyes met, flames erupted and that was that.
In a rush of lust and love, theyâd spent every minute together for the next month, then infuriated both of their families with a hurried elopement. But theyâd been too crazy about each other to wait for the big, planned, fancy wedding their families would have wanted.
Instead, it was just the two of them, standing in front of a justice of the peace. Tina had carried a single rose that Brian had picked for her from the garden out in front of the courthouse. And sheâd known, deep in her bones, that this man was her soul mate. The one man in the world that sheâd been destined to love.
Theyâd had one year together. Then Brian dropped the divorce bomb on her and left the next morning for a six-month deployment to an aircraft carrier.
âSo much for soul mates,â Tina whispered to the empty room as she left the memories in her dusty past where they belonged. Then she flopped back onto the bed, threw one arm across her eyes and tried to tell herself that the ache in her heart was just an echo of old pain.
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The next day, Tina dived into work on her grandmotherâs garden. Nana loved having flowers, but she wasnât keen on