handsome young gent and fallinâ in love?â
âIt would be nice to fall in love,â Jane said uncertainly. âBut . . .â
âCor, these strings is knotted tight! So whatâs the problem? Itâs not the broffel, is it? I mean you werenât touched or nuffinâ.â It was how theyâd metâJane and Damaris had been kidnapped and sold into a brothel, and Daisy, whoâd been a maid there, had, with Abbyâs assistance, helped them escape.
âNo, itâs not that. Itâs just . . . Itâs not so simple. I canât fall in love with just anyone. I have to make sure heâs the right kind of man.â
There was a short pause, then Daisy said bluntly, âYou mean rich, donât you?â
Jane sighed. âI know, it sounds awful, but you must understand, Daisy, a girl like me, without a bean to my name except the allowance dear Lady Beatrice makes us out of the goodness of her heart, well . . . I need to marry a rich man if Iâm to have . . .â She trailed off.
âWhat? Pretty dresses? Jewels? Lots of partiesâwhat?â
âChildren.â
â
Children?
â Daisy stared at Jane in the looking glass. âGawd, Jane, you donât need a rich bloke to get kids.â
â
I
do.â She knew very well the consequences of being too poor to support children. Sheâd lived them and she would rather die than submit her own children to such a fate. âI think itâs more sensible to choose a man for what he can offer, instead of trusting to luck to fall in love with the right kind of man.â
And a rich man who was good to his aunt and who liked dogs didnât sound like the wrong kind of man.
She continued, âTrusting to love is like a leaf trusting the wind to blow it to safety. You never know where you might end up. So I donât plan to fall in love at all. I will choose a husband carefully and then Iâll fall in love with him.â
âIt donât work like that.â Daisy shook her head knowingly. âNot for you. When the time comes, you wonât be able to âelp yourself. Youâll fall in love, just like Abby and Damaris; they never expected it neither. There yâare, itâs done now.â
Jane pulled off her stays and stepped out of her petticoat. âNonsense. People
choose
whether they fall in love or not.â
Daisy snorted.
âThey do, they just donât realize it,â Jane insisted. She shrugged off her chemise and slipped her nightgown on. âIâve observed it in others. Thereâs a period of time at the beginning when a person thinks, âHim? Or not him?â And they either find reasons not to like him, or else they spin rose-colored stories about how wonderful he is.â
She climbed into her bed. âPeople
choose
to fall in love.â And plenty of people who made convenient marriages fell in love, she knew; it happened after the marriage, that was all. Because they chose to make the best of things.
Daisy climbed into her bed. âSome folks might think like that, mebbe. But not you.â
âWhy not me? You think Iâm being a coldhearted, designing female? Maybe I am, but thereâs nothing wrong with being ambitious. You are, for your business.â
âYeah, but beinâ ambitious and fallinâ in love is poles apart. Anyway, Iâm tough, me. I was brung up in the gutter, I know what I got to do to succeed and Iâll fight to make it âappen. And sure, plenty of ladies are ambitious to marry the richest bloke they can find. But not youâyou got a heart as soft as butter.â
âI havenât!â Jane said indignantly.
Daisy laughed. âSo who was it who brought Damaris out of the broffel with âer, endangering âer own escapeâbut would you take no for an answer?â
Jane frowned. âThat was different. Damaris saved me