slightly surreal after what had just happened in the street. Delilah pulled off her shoes and examined them. One of them must have had blood on it, because she took it into the bathroom. I heard water run, then stop. A moment later she returned and put the shoes down together by the window. Then she sat on the bed and looked at me, her cheeks still hot and flushed.
âSorry about that,â she said.
I shrugged. âMakes me glad that time in Phuket was at least half-consensual. I guess Iâd be limping right now if it hadnât been.â
We both laughed at that, harder than the comment really warranted, and I realized we were still giddy. The aftermath of violence is usually like that. I wondered if she recognized the signs, as I did.
When our laughter subsided, I said, âI wouldnât have stopped to engage them, though. I would have just gone right through them, before they had a chance to get themselves worked up.â
She nodded. âI realized afterward thatâs what you were thinking. But I donât have your upper-body strength. I have to play it differently. Plus, you have to admit, I can bring a certain element of surprise to the equation that you canât.â
âThatâs true. I guess weâll have to get used to each other.â I wasnât sure about the way that sounded, so I added, âTo the way we do things.â No, that wasnât right either. âSo we canâ¦handle situations like that better.â
Her eyes softened and she smiled just slightly, and I felt she was seeing right through me. âYou think we should get used to each other?â she asked, ignoring my stupid qualifications.
I looked at her. I didnât know what to say.
âI donât think itâs a bad idea,â she said, still smiling gently. âIâve been thinking about it myself.â
âYou have?â
âSure. Havenât you?â
I sat down on the bed next to her. My heart started kicking harder.
âYeah, Iâve been thinking about it.â
She put her hand on my thigh and squeezed. âGood.â
I had to tell her. And if I didnât tell her now, later it would seem like deceit.
âBut just recently, right after the last time we talked, I got someâ¦news.â
The pressure from her hand lessened. âYes?â
âRemember when we were talking at the Peninsula in Hong Kong?â I asked. My words were coming out fast, but I couldnât slow them down. âThe night you told me about Dov. I told you there was a woman, a civilian Iâd screwed things up with.â
âI remember.â
âWell, it looks like, the last time I was with her, which was before I met you, we didnâtâ¦we werenât that careful. So it seemsâ¦â
âOh, merde⦠â
âSo it seems thereâs a child. A boy.â
There was a long pause. I sat there, my heart still kicking, wondering which way this was going to go.
Delilah said, âShe contacted you?â
I shook my head. âI have a friend in Japanese intelligence. He got hold of some surveillance photos of the woman and the child, taken by my enemies. These people donât know how to find me, so theyâre hoping Iâll reappear in the womanâs life. Theyâre watching her for that.â
âIs she in danger?â
âNo. I donât think so.â
âWhatâs her name?â
I paused, but I didnât want it to seem as if I was holding anything back. âMidori.â
âPretty name.â
âYeah.â
âThese peopleâ¦theyâre hoping youâll hear about the child? And that hearing will make you go to Midori?â
âIt looks like that, yes.â
âWhat are you going to do?â
âI donât know.â
âI think you do. Otherwise, you wouldnât have brought it up.â
I rubbed my temples and thought. âIâm not even sure the
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