looked like a fifteen-year-old. She
was exhausted because on the long flight she hadn't slept a wink and
had vomited a few times because of turbulence. Comrade Arlette
had an attractive shape, a slim waist, pale skin, and though she
dressed, like the others, with great simplicity—coarse skirts and
sweaters, percale blouses, flat shoes, and the kind of hairpins sold in
markets—there was something very feminine in her manner of
walking and moving and, above all, in the way she pursed her full
lips as she asked about the streets the taxi was driving along. In her
dark, expressive eyes, something eager was twinkling as she
contemplated the tree-lined boulevards, the symmetrical buildings,
the crowd of young people of both sexes carrying bags, books, and
notebooks as they prowled the streets and bistrots in the area
around the Sorbonne, while we approached the little hotel on Rue
Gay Lussac. They were given a room with no bath and no windows,
and two beds for the three of them. When I left, I repeated Paul's
instructions: they weren't to move from here until he came to see
them, sometime in the afternoon, and explained the plan for their
work in Paris.
I was in the doorway of the hotel, lighting a cigarette before I
walked away, when somebody touched my shoulder.
"That room gives me claustrophobia," Comrade Arlette said with
a smile. "And besides, a person doesn't come to Paris every day,
caramba."
Then I recognized her. She had changed a great deal, of course,
especially in the way she spoke, but the mischievousness I
remembered so well still poured out of her, something bold,
spontaneous, provocative, that was revealed in her defiant posture,
her small breasts and face thrust forward, one foot set slightly back,
her ass high, and a mocking glance that left her interlocutor not
knowing if she was speaking seriously or joking. She was short, with
small feet and hands, and her hair, black now instead of light, and
tied back with a ribbon, fell to her shoulders. And she had that dark
honey in her eyes.
I let her know that what we were going to do was categorically
forbidden and for that reason Comrade Jean (Paul) would be angry
with us, then I took her for a walk past the Pantheon, the Sorbonne,
the Odeon, the Luxembourg Gardens, and finally—far too expensive
for my budget!—to have lunch at L'Acropole, a little Greek
restaurant on Rue de l'Ancienne Comedie. In those three hours of
conversation she told me, in violation of all the rules regarding
revolutionary secrecy, that she had studied letters and law at
Catholic University, had been a member of the clandestine Young
Communists for years, and, like other comrades, had moved to the
MIR because it was a real revolutionary movement as opposed to
the YC, a sclerotic and anachronistic party in the present day. She
told me these things somewhat mechanically, without too much
conviction. I recounted my ongoing efforts to find work so I could
stay in Paris and told her that now I had all my hopes focused on an
examination for Spanish translators, sponsored by UNESCO, that
would be given the following day.
"Cross your fingers and knock the table three times, like this, so
you'll pass," Comrade Arlette said, very seriously, as she stared at
me.
To provoke her, I asked if these kinds of superstition were
compatible with the scientific doctrine of Marxism-Leninism.
"To get what you want, anything goes," she replied immediately,
very resolute. But then she shrugged and said with a smile, "I'll also
say a rosary for you to pass, even though I'm not a believer. Will you
denounce me to the party for being superstitious? I don't think so.
You look like a nice guy..."
She gave a little laugh, and when she did, the same dimples she'd
had as a girl formed on her cheeks. I walked her back to the hotel. If
she agreed, I'd ask Comrade Jean's permission to take her to see
other places in Paris before she continued her