into town with me?"
"Oh no thanks, I think I'll just stay here today and hang out with Jack" I reply, dad looks at me in puzzlement "Who's Jack? I thought you have been in the house the whole time you have been here" he asks while shrugging on his jacket. "Oh I have been, he is just an old friend," I answer. He kisses me on top of my head and walks towards the garage. "If you need anything just call me" he says and steps through the door.
I am left alone again, which I suppose is why I came here really but sometimes being alone allows the blackness to flourish. I get up off the chair and run up to my room, I grab my favorite sweater and my iPod and take the back stairs, which I found by accident yesterday. It takes me back into the kitchen where I open the bottom cupboard in the corner and at the very back I pull out my new best friend, Jack Daniels. I grab a coke form the fridge and a plastic cup I located in the pantry and made my way out to the lake.
I sit on one of the wooden chairs and put my legs up on the table, the sun is shining and the water laps peacefully against the bank. I put my iPod on random and pour myself a cup of mind numbing sweetness. Five drinks and a few hours later I stumble back into the kitchen, I hide Jack back in his secret resting place and head up to bed. I crawl under the covers and close my eyes, smiling, thinking of all the good times Summer and I had together.
Chapter 7
The next morning I woke to the sound of lawn mowers and hedge trimmers. Ugh what time is it I think as I sit up and grab my watch off the nightstand, six am what the fuck! I slowly maneuver my way out from the tangle of sheets I found myself in; I look down at myself and realize I am still dressed in yesterday's clothes. Oh yeah, Jack, I remember now. I get up and start to undress while walking to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and step into the scalding water, I stand under the stream and allow the water to wash away the pain in my heart and then numb my skin. Finally I get out of the shower and decide to actually make myself look presentable today; I grab my favorite pair of black skinny jeans and a white t-shirt. I pull my hair into a high ponytail and dab on some lip gloss and mascara. By seven thirty I am in the kitchen making coffee for my dad and I. He comes into the kitchen dressed in a pair of black suit pants with a blue shirt and tie to match. "Morning dad, you are looking dapper today" I quip. He smiles at me and takes his coffee, "Why thank you sweetheart, I have a big proposal today with a big wig from DC" he says. "What are you doing dressed up? I got so used to seeing you in your Nickleback t-shirt and sweats" he says.
"I have decided to get a ride into town with you, if you don't mind" I ask. "That's fine but the stores don't open for a least two more hours and I have to leave in five minutes".
"No biggie I will just walk around and find my way through the town". "Ok when you are done just text me or come to the office and I will take you home" he says.
We head into downtown Blackrock and he drops me off at the plaza, it's a little area with stores and Cafe's. I notice one place is already open, with a line of businessmen and women waiting to get coffee to go. I decide to walk around and let the line die down a little.
On my journey I found a map of the town located in the center of the plaza. I notice the college campus off to my left and a few bars lining the downtown strip. There are some small vintage clothes stores, a bookstore, and an internet cafe and computer store. I head towards the strip to see what I can find. Walking down the street and see about ten bars, six restaurants, and a pizza place, wow this town really caters for the college students.
I walk on down the strip and notice at the end of the street on the right hand side is "Georges, live music and karaoke bar" I step closer and read the sign. Open daily from 3pm - 2am. No shirt no service, live music every Friday night and