her bed at home.
She stared in fascination, wondering if he cared at all that his date had walked out. âAs a matter of interest, why didnât you defend yourself?â
âWhy would I defend myself?â
âYou could have explained yourself and then she would have forgiven you.â
âI never explain myself. And anywayââ he shrugged ââyou had already given her an explanation.â
âI donât think she saw me as a credible witness. It might have sounded better coming from you.â
He stood, legs spread, his powerful shoulders blocking the doorway. âI assume you told her the truth? Youâre the cleaner?â
âOf course I told her the truth.â
âThen there was nothing I could have added to your story.â
In his position she would have died of humiliation, but he seemed supremely indifferent to the fact heâd been publicly dumped. âYou donât seem upset.â
âWhy would I be upset?â
âBecause most people are upset when a relationships ends.â
He smiled. âIâm not one of those.â
Lily felt a flash of envy. âYouâre not even a teeny tiny bit sad?â
âIâm not familiar with that unit of measurement but no, Iâm not even a âteeny tinyâ bit sad. To be sad Iâd have to care and I donât care.â
To be sad Iâd have to care and I donât care.
Brilliant, Lily thought.
Why
couldnât she have said that to Professor Ashurst when heâd given her that fake sympathy about having hurt her? She needed to memorise it for next time. âExcuse me a moment.â Leaving a dripping trail behind her, she shot past him, scrabbled in her bag and pulled out a notebook.
âWhat are you doing?â
âIâm writing down what you said. Whenever Iâm dumped I never know the right thing to say, but next time it happens Iâm going to say
exactly
those words in exactly that tone instead of producing enough tears to power a water feature at Versailles.â She scribbled, dripping water onto her notebook and smearing the ink.
âBeing âdumpedâ is something that happens to you often?â
âOften enough. I fall in love, I get my heart broken, itâs a cycle Iâm working on breaking.â She wished she hadnât said anything. Although she was fairly open with people, she drew the line at making public announcements about not being easy to love.
That was her secret.
âHow many times have you fallen in love?â
âSo far?â She shook the pen with frustration as the ink stalled on the damp page, âThree times.â
â
Cristo
, thatâs unbelievable.â
âThanks for not making me feel better. I bet youâve never been unlucky in love, have you?â
âIâve never been in love at all.â
Lily digested that. âYouâve never met the right person.â
âI donât believe in love.â
âYouââ She rocked back on her heels, her attention caught. âSo what do you believe in?â
âMoney, influence and power.â He shrugged. âTangible, measurable goals.â
âYou can measure power and influence? Donât tell meâyou stamp your foot and it registers on the Richter scale.â
He loosened his tie. âYouâd be surprised.â
âIâm already surprised. Gosh, you are
so
cool. You are my new role model.â Finally she managed to coax ink from the pen. âIt is never too late to change. From now on Iâm all about tangible, measurable goals, too. As a matter of interest, what is your goal in relationships?â
âOrgasm.â He gave a slow smile and she felt herself turn scarlet.
âRight. Well, that serves me right for asking a stupid question. Thatâs definitely a measurable goal. Youâre obviously able to be cold and ruthlessly detached when it comes to
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