heaved her suitcase off the carousel, but it wasnât easy when she remembered the next time she had bucked towards him Nico had taken her deep.
Thinking about Nico was one way to get through the tedium of airport formalities, Carrie reflected, responding to a prompt to move forward in the queue. Handing over her passport, she smiled thinly in response to the immigration officialâs well-mannered scrutiny. Her mood had flattened, tiredness, maybe, or perhaps she had just reached the point in her reminiscences where it had all gone wrong. It had happened when Nico had said he loved her, because what he had actually said was, âI love my mouse.â By reducing her to a cartoon image, Carrie guessed, Nico found it easier to brush her off. He didnât love Carrie Evans, he loved the compliant mouse she had allowed him to think her.
Carrieâs mood had deteriorated to the point where she was scanning the departure board for flights home by the time sheâd walked across the concourse, but the moment she walked outside she changed her mind. Her artistâs eye was immediately drawn to the richness and variety of the colours all around her. Fuchsia-tinted bougainvillea tumbled down yellow-sandstone walls and there was an imposing water feature in front of the terminal building throwing cascades of glittering spray into the air. Then she remembered Nico had designed the building and came back to earth with a bump.
What would he say when she told him about the baby?
What could he say?
Whatever happened she would never think of her baby as a mistake. Loving Nico was the only mistake she had made. Picking up her case, Carrie walked briskly towards the taxi rank.
The taxi driver, clearly proud of his beautiful island home, gave her a running commentary as he drove towards the old city of Niroli. The island had a colourful history, filled with ancient rivalries, rebels and kings. She learned that Nicoâs familyâs fortune had been founded on ancient trading routes, thanks to the islandâs tactically advantageous position to the south of Sicily.
Gradually Carrie found herself relaxing. The sky was so blue, and there wasnât a cloud in sight and everywhere she looked there was something new and interesting to seeâ¦ruined castles, vineyards, orange groves and fields and, leaning forward, she could see mountains capped with snowâ¦.
Niroli was beautiful, and it was easy for her to understand the elderly taxi driverâs pride in his homeland. The only problem was his old taxi lacked air-conditioning and she was still wearing her heavy London suit. It was too late to wish she had been less impetuous and had thought to bring more clothes. When had she ever found calm reason possible where Nico was concerned?
Certainly not the morning after the party, Carrie thought as the taxi driver fell silent. She had taken such care with her appearance, knowing she was going to see Nico again. From her small stock of clothes she had chosen the best of her sombre suits and a sensible top. She hadnât wanted to look like a tease. She had felt shy and embarrassed, remembering her wantonness, her brazen pleadingâ¦.
She had known it wasnât going to be easy to face him again, and the last thing sheâd wanted was to give Nico the wrong idea. She had known the party was over.
But even so, deep inside she had harboured a kernel of hopeâ¦She had brushed her hair until it had gleamed, and had toyed with the idea of leaving it down, but as long hair was impractical in the office she had drawn it back before applying a touch of lipstick. She wasnât good at makeup, but she had made a special effort that day.
Her pulse had been off the scale, her body humming with awareness when sheâd spotted Nico. He had been coming out of a breakfast meeting and sheâd had to wait on tenterhooks for him to finish talking to a colleague. But then heâd walked past herâ¦.
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Richard Ellis Preston Jr.