morning, Nicoâ¦â
She had to call again before he turned. And then his face had lit up, making her heart thunder.
âOh, good, youâre here.â Heâd squeezed her arm and looked down into her eyes, all charm, all warmthâ¦and well-honed professional courtesy. âScan these documents and get them back to me ASAP, will you, Carrie? Weâve got a rush onââ Heâd pushed some papers into her hands, hands that had been holding him in the most intimate way only hours before. âAnd could you bring some coffee to the boardroom?â
Sure of her answer, sure of her, he hadnât even bothered to turn around.
The boardroom had looked the same way it always did: stylish, clinical, perfect. Perfect for serious study and discussion, that was.
Sheâd done everything Nicoâd asked of her that day and then sheâd hung around after work like a kid with a crush. Sheâd waited until the office had emptied and the cleaners had arrived. Nico had still been at work in his office with the door closed. Sheâd had to do something, so sheâd knocked on the door and poked her head round.
âHiâ¦â
Heâd looked up, distracted. Heâd had some plans in front of him and she could tell he hadnât want to be disturbed.
âDid you want something, Carrie?â
His eyes had been empty; theyâd held nothing for her. Nico had been her boss and nothing more. The Nico she had encountered at the party might have been an imposter. To save face sheâd told him a lie. âSorry to disturb you, Nico. I saw your light on and thought Iâd pop by to see if you needed anything before I left.â
Dark eyes scanned her briefly. âNothing. Thank you, Carrie. You get home now. No need for you to stay lateâ¦.â
The end.
It had come as swiftly and comprehensively as that.
It was over. As far as Nico had been concerned it had never begun. Heâd seen no reason for them to feel awkward in the office. It was a one-off he had taken in his stride, and so should she. They had been hungry for sex and had gorged themselves on each other. No problem.
No problemâ¦After that she couldnât remain working for himâher pride wouldnât allow her to. She loved him. She always would. And so sheâd handed in her notice quietly like the mouse heâd thought her, making no fuss, simply saying that her aunt needed her to be at home.
The aftermath of her short-lived affair with Nico was more pain than Carrie cared to remember. She had been heartbroken and had cried herself to sleep each night, waking to each grey, unwanted day, still tired, still punishing herself for her foolishness. There had been no sunshine that summer, or if there had been she hadnât noticed it. All she remembered was the rain. It had rained and rained, matching her tear for tear as if she were engaged in some bizarre competition with the weather. And when she hadnât been crying sheâd been raging at her stupidity, raging at the virginity she had thrown away on a man who didnât want herâ¦.
Until one day the sun had shone and she had sat up in bed and asked herself: was any man worth so much grief? That was the day sheâd discovered she was pregnant with Nicoâs baby. Sheâd known then she had to wise up and toughen up. Ripping the blindfold off, she had accepted that Nico Fierezza had never pretended to be Mr Average, or Mr Comfort-Zone. Nico was a law unto himself and she had always known it. But she wasnât his mouse. She wasnât anybodyâs mouse. But she was going to be somebodyâs mother. And she was going to fight for that tiny soul for the rest of her life.
CHAPTER THREE
C ARRIE settled into the quaint bed-and-breakfast in the centre of town, which the taxi driver had recommended. It wasnât far from the palace walls, and was everything he had promised her it would be: cheap, friendly and clean.
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