him. Which pleased Antoinette inordinately, of course. His ex hated himâbecause heâd never really loved her.
Stop! Think of something else!
Madeline Barkerâs voice came to him again. Thatâs discriminatory.
Setting his guitar aside, he frowned. Mississippi wasnât exactly high on his list of places to see. But he knew what need was. And he had nothing here, did he? He was stuck in an empty house with only his guitar for company, working night and day so he wouldnât break down and start drinking again.
His life had become too pathetic for words. He loved California, had lived in Newport Beach nearly all his life, but the steady pounding of the waves twenty yards from his house seemed to whisper, âMariaâ¦Maria⦠Maria.â
Heâd been an idiot to lose her. And heâd been even more of an idiot to place the rope that had hanged him right inside Antoinetteâs beautifully manicured fingers. Now she was laughing while she watched him swingâ¦.
Maybe it was time to stop the show. He wouldnât force his daughter to see him; he couldnât bear the thought of making her any unhappier than she alreadywas. Sheâd told him sheâd be better off if he gave up, walked away. Maybe, for a while, he should. Lord knew he wasnât doing anyone any good sitting here going out of his mind. And he wasnât about to vacation in Hawaii by himself. He didnât need that much time on his hands. If he went, he probably wouldnât last a day before seeking out the closest pub.
âWhat the hell,â he muttered and turned on a light so he could see the number Madeline Barker had called him from.
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Madeline raised her head and blinked at the shrill ring. Could it be morning? Already?
Her body felt stiff and sore. Squinting at her watch, she realized why. It was only one oâclock. She couldnât have been asleep for more than twenty minutes, and slumping over her desk had put a crick in her neck.
The phone rang again. She almost dropped the handset but eventually brought it to her ear.
âHello?â Her voice sounded throaty and low.
âMs. Barker?â
âYes?â
âItâs Hunter Solozano.â
She jumped up, then teetered on her feet for a moment. âWhat do you want, Mr. Solozano?â
âWhat airport should I use?â
âFor⦠Youâre coming? Here?â
âIsnât that what you wanted?â
âYes, butââ nerves made her scalp tingle ââwe havenât discussed any of the logistics.â
âI charge a thousand dollars a day, plus expenses.â
A thousand dollars a day! She clapped a hand over her mouth. But he didnât pause.
âYou said you had no worries about paying me. Is that still true?â
He cost a fortune. Even more than sheâd expected. But she wasnât about to admit she had any doubts. Not after what heâd said to her before. I think itâs the accent. Maybe she lived in the boondocks by his standards, but she was no uneducated, backward hick. âSure. No problem,â she lied.
âFine. Iâll need the first five thousand as a retainer.â
She bit her lip. That alone would wipe out her checking account and leave her short on next monthâs bills. The paper was a labor of love but hardly a fabulous living. âHow long do you think theâ¦investigation will take?â
âI have no idea,â he said. âHow committed are you to finding your father?â
She winced at the staggering financial implications. If Mr. Solozano stayed for a month, itâd cost her upward of $20,000. And that was taking weekends off.
But sheâd tried everything else. This felt like her only hope. âMore committed than Iâve ever been to anything.â
âFine. Iâll be there on Thursday.â
She gulped. âSo soon?â
âYouâre in luck. I was planning a vacation that fell