sunlightâs first rays touch the treetops. He sat on her bed. The springs creaked. She was in shadow, almost invisible in the faint light, nothing but the glitter of her eyes and the outline of a hollow cheek.
In the dark, Caine could still pretend that she was her old self. Beautiful Diana. But he knew that her luscious dark hair was brittle and tinged with rust. Her skin was sallow and rough. Her arms sticks. Her legs unstable pins. She didnât look fourteen anymore. She looked forty.
âWe have to give it a try,â Caine said without preamble.
âYou know heâs lying, Caine,â Diana whispered. âHeâs never been to the island.â
âHe read about it in some magazine.â
Diana managed an echo of her old snarky laugh. âBug read a magazine? Yeah. Bugâs a big reader.â
Caine said nothing. He sat still, trying not to think, trying not to remember. Trying not to wish there had been more to eat.
âWe have to go to Sam,â Diana said. âGive ourselves up. They wonât kill us. So theyâll have to feed us.â
âThey will kill us if we give ourselves up. Not Sam, maybe, but the others. Weâre the ones responsible for turning out the lights. Sam wonât be able to stop them. If not freaks like Dekka or Orc or Brianna, then Zilâs punks.â
The one thing they still had at Coates was a pretty good idea of what was going on in town. Bug had the ability to walk unseen. He was in and out of Perdido Beach every few days, sneaking food for himself, mostly. But also overhearing what kids were saying. And supposedly reading torn magazines he didnât bother to sneak back to Coates.
Diana let it go. Sat quietly. Caine listened to her breathing.
Had she done it? Had she committed the sin herself? Or was she smelling it on him now and despising him for it?
Did he want to know? Would he be able to forget later that her lips had eaten that meat?
âWhy do we go on, Caine?â Diana asked. âWhy not just lie down and die. Or youâ¦you couldâ¦â
The way she looked at him made him sick. âNo, Diana.No. Iâm not going to do that.â
âYouâd be doing me a favor,â Diana whispered.
âYou canât. Weâre not beat yet.â
âYeah. I wouldnât want to miss this party,â Diana said.
âYou canât leave me.â
âWeâre all leaving, Caine. All of us. Into town to be taken out one by one. Or stay here and starve. Or step outside as soon as we get our chance.â
âI saved your life,â he added, and hated himself for begging. âIâ¦â
âYou have a plan,â Diana said dryly. Mocking. One of the things he loved about her, that mean streak of mockery.
âYeah,â he said. âYeah. I have a plan.â
âBased on some stupid story from Bug.â
âItâs all Iâve got, Diana. That, and you.â
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Sam walked the silent streets.
He felt unsettled by his encounter with Orsay. And unsettled, too, by his encounter with Astrid in his bedroom.
Why hadnât he told her about Orsay? Because Orsay was saying the same thing Astrid was saying?
Let it go, Sam. Stop trying to be all things to all people. Stop playing the hero, Sam. Weâre past all that.
He had to tell Astrid. If only to have her walk him through it, make sense of this thing with Orsay. Astrid would analyze it clearly.
But it wasnât that simple, was it? Astrid wasnât just hisgirlfriend. She was the head of the town council. He had to officially report on what he had learned. He was still getting used to that. Astrid wanted laws and systems and logical order. For months Sam had been in charge. He hadnât wanted to be, but then he was, and heâd accepted it.
And now he was no longer in charge. It was liberating. He told himself that: it was liberating.
But frustrating, too. While Astrid and the rest of the council were
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