books to read the spines. She had one on Celtic lore, one on yoga, and the latest Stephen King novel.
âYoga?â
It was like him, just exactly like him, to home in on the one thing that she found moderately embarrassing. âSo?â
âNothing. Just canât see you assuming the dragonfly position or whatever.â He narrowed his eyes, and something appealingly wicked moved into the blue. âOn second thought . . .â
âHavenât you got anything better to do than skulking around the library waiting to accost and annoy me?â
âI wasnât skulking, and hauling your books isnât accosting.â He matched his stride to hers with the ease of long familiarity. âItâs not the first time Iâve walked you home.â
âSomehow Iâve managed to find my way without you the last several years.â
âYouâve managed a lot of things. Howâs your dad doing?â
She bit back a vicious remark because she knew, for all his many flaws, that Jordan asked the question out of a sincere concern. Joe Steele and Jordan Hawke had gotten on like white on rice.
âHeâs good. Heâs doing good. The move to Arizona was what he needed. He and Liz have a nice place, a nice life. Heâs taken up baking.â
âBaking? Like cakes? Joe bakes cakes?â
âAnd scones and fancy bread.â She couldnât stop the smile. The thought of her father, big, macho Joe, in an apron whipping up cake batter got her every time. âI get a care package every couple of months. First few contributions made excellent doorstops, but in the last year or so heâs found his rhythm. He makes good stuff.â
âGive him my best next time you talk to him.â
She shrugged. She didnât intend to mention Jordan Hawkeâs name, unless it was in a curse. âEnd of the road,â she said when they reached the door of her apartment building.
âI want to come in.â
âNot in this or any other lifetime.â She reached for the books, he swung them out of reach. âCut it out, Jordan. Weâre not ten.â
âWe have things to talk about.â
âNo, we donât.â
âYes, we do. And stop making me feel like Iâm ten.â He hissed out a breath, prayed for patience. âLook, Dana, weâve got a history. Letâs deal with it like grown-ups.â
Damn if he would so much as hint that she was being immature. The pinhead. âOkay, hereâs how weâll deal with it. Give me my books and go away.â
âDid you listen to what Rowena said last night?â There was an edge in the tone now, one that warned her a good, sweaty argument was brewing. âDid you pay any attention? Your past, present, and future. Iâm part of your past. Iâm part of this.â
âIn my past is just where youâre going to stay. I wasted two years of my life on you. But thatâs done. Canât you stand it, Jordan? Canât your enormous ego handle the fact that I got over you? Way over you.â
âThis isnât about my ego, Dana.â He handed her back her books. âBut it sure as hell seems to be about yours. You know where to find me when youâre ready.â
âI donât want to find you,â she murmured when he strode away.
Damn it, it wasnât like him to walk away from a fight. Sheâd seen the temper on his face, heard it in his voice. Since when had he yanked the snarling beast back and hauled it off?
She had been primed for the argument, and now she had nowhere to vent her spleen. That was very, very nasty.
Inside her apartment, she dumped her books on the table and headed straight for the Ben and Jerryâs. Soon she was soothing her ruffled feathers with a pint of cookie dough straight out of the carton.
âBastard. Sneaky bastard, getting me all riled up and skulking off. These calories are his fault.â
She