forward, kept her attention on Danaâs face. âIt was with me. My path to the key included Flynn, my feelings for himâandmy feelings about myself, where I would end up, where I wanted to go. The experiences I hadâwe canât call them dreamsâwere very personal.â
âAnd scary.â Briefly, Dana laid a hand over Maloryâs. âI know. But you got through it. So will I. Maybe it is personal. A book that has some specific and personal meaning for me.â
Thoughtfully she scanned the room as she picked up her fork again. âThatâs something else that covers a lot of ground.â
âI was thinking of something else. I was thinking of Jordan.â
âI donât see how heâs in the mix. Look,â she continued even as Malory opened her mouth, âhe was part of the first round, sure. The paintings by Rowena that both he and Brad bought. He came back to town with that painting because Flynn asked him to. That played into it, although his part should have ended with your quest. And his connection to Flynn, which connected him to you.â
âAnd you, Dana.â
She twirled her fork in the pasta, but her enthusiasm for it was waning. âNot anymore.â
Recognizing the stubborn look, Malory nodded. âOkay. How about the first book you ever read? The first that grabbed you and made you a reader.â
âI donât think the magic key to the Box of Souls is going to be found in Green Eggs and Ham .â Smirking, Dana lifted her glass. âBut Iâll give it a look.â
âWhat about your first grown-up book?â
âObviously the steely wit and keen satire of Sam I Am escaped you.â She grinned, but drummed her fingers, thinking. âAnyway, I donât remember a first. It was always books with me. I donât remember not reading.â
She studied her wine a moment, then took a quick gulp. âHe dumped me. I moved on.â
Back to Jordan, Malory thought and nodded. âAll right.â
âThat doesnât mean I donât hate him with a rare and beautiful passion, but it doesnât drive my life. Iâve only seen him a handful of times in the past seven years.â She shrugged, but it came across as a hesitant jerk. âIâve got my life, heâs got his, and they no longer intersect. He just happens to be buds with Flynn.â
âDid you love him?â
âYeah. Big time. Bastard.â
âIâm sorry.â
âHey, it happens.â She had to remind herself of that. It wasnât life or death, it didnât send her falling headlong into a vale of tears. If a heart couldnât be broken, it wasnât a heart to begin with.
âWe were friends. When my dad married Flynnâs mom, Flynn and I hit it off. Good thing, I guess. Flynn had Jordan and Bradâthey were like one body with three heads half the time. So I got them, too.â
Youâve still got them, Malory nearly said, but managed to keep silent.
âJordan and I were friends, and we both really dug reading, so that was another click. Then we got older, and things changed. You want another hit of this?â she asked, holding up her empty glass.
âNo.â
âWell, Iâm having one.â Dana rose, got the bottle from the kitchen. âHe went off to college. He got a partial scholarship to Penn State, and both he and his mom worked like dogs to put together the rest of the tuition and expense money. His mom, well, she was just terrific. Zoe sort of reminds me of her.â
âReally?â
âNot in the looks department, though Mrs. Hawke was really pretty, but she was taller, and willowyâmade you think of a dancer.â
âShe was young when she died.â
âYeah, only in her forties.â It still brought a little pang to her heart. âIt was horrible what she went through, what Jordan went through. At the end, we were all practically
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