group of cheerleaders who are doing tumbles and acrobatics on a large oval in the middle of an enormous stadium. One of the girls does a no-handed cartwheel. They are all cute. Perky. They all wear adorable figure-hugging outfits. Benâs T-shirt hangs round my knees.
Ben is about to hyperventilate. âWe canât go, thatâs against everything I stand for.â
âSo you stand for girls in tight outfits with fluorescent teeth?â
âYes. Yes, I do.â
The peppiest of them all spies me lurking. I guess she must be Jordana, the name written on Anneâs piece of paper.
âAre we auditioning for the Emu Cheer Squad today?â Jordana asks me, with an unnaturally wide smile, like someone with a terminal case of enthusiasm.
I line up with the other girls, shooting desperate looks at Ben, who grins supportively.
âWeâre looking at flexibility, danceability, crowdability, personalability. I mean, personality,â Jordana chirps like a budgie. âOkay, and I want to see sunshine beams on those faces!â
She leads us through the routines. At first I feel silly, waving my pompoms in the air, cheering for a sports team Iâve never heard of and couldnât care less about. But as we get into it, itâs actually gruelling and soon Iâm using all my energy just to keep up, let alone keep a smile plastered on my face. Every now and then I catch a glimpse of Ben, enjoying himself in the stands.
But at the end of it all, when Iâm standing there panting, listening to Jordana say, âOkay, the girls I call need to collect a uniform and come back tomorrow for a callback,â I find myself listening for my name. I canât believe it when she calls me. I run up to collect a uniform for the callback.
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The thrill wears off when Ethan intercepts me escorting Ben back to the Academy.
âYour school rang,â he says.
âI gave myself an excursion.â
âPurely educational,â Ben agrees. âSheâs now master of the left herkie.â
Ethan scares Ben away with a big brother glare.
âIt was a one-off, a vitally important audition,â I plead. My whole family are suckers for the importance of an audition.
âFor who?â
âFor ⦠the Emus.â Realising how lame I sound, I quickly add, âCheerleading is harder than youâd think!â I show him my best herkie. He isnât impressed.
âI thought you wanted to make a go of normal school?â
âI did, I do. Itâs just maybe, this could be my thing.â
â Cheerleading? â he sneers. âThatâs your thing?â
âYouâre a snob!â I accuse, though not so long ago it had been me doing the sneering. My family have a proud tradition of snobbery.
âYes, I am. You gave up the National Academy â â
âI got kicked out of the National Academy,â I remind him.
âSo you could do cartwheels for a sport you donât even like? Itâs just another distraction.â
I canât answer. What can I say? That I have a burning desire to be a cheerleader? I walk away.
He calls after me. âI told the school youâre looking forward to detention.â
And I canât help the ripple of annoyance, mostly because heâs right. But Ethan has known heâs wanted to be a choreographer since he was a pre-schooler. Some of us are still working it out.
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Still angry with Ethan I decide to stay over at Taraâs. Sheâs wigging out because of something Grace said about hitting out of her league with Christian.
After dinner in the boarding house common room Ben disappears, muttering something about girls and sleepovers and appropriate activities . I scoff down a giant cinnamon roll.
Ben bursts in holding a bottle of something. It looks like fake tan.
âAre you kidding?â I say.
âEvery cheerleader needs a tan, Kat,â Ben says authoritatively. He adds,
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