Zealand, and I was sent home when I was sis years old to an aunt in Devonshire. She was my fatherâs sister, and she brought me up and sent me to school, and when she died I found she was living on an annuity, and that there wasnât any money at all, which was pretty fierce.â
âNo other relations?â
She gave a funny little gurgling laugh.
âIâve got a half-sister called Rigg. Sounds grim, doesnât it?â
âIs she grim?â
âI should think soâIâve never seen her. It sounds odd, but you see itâs like this. My mother married a man called Augustus Rigg when she was seventeen, and she had twins on her eighteenth birthday, and they called them John and Jane. And then Augustus took a toss in the hunting-field and died, and about a year later a French artist called Pierre Levaux came along and married my mother and took her away to France. She left the twins with the Rigg relations, and two years later she was a widow again with a French baby called Perrine, and she left it with Monsieur Levauxâs mother and married my father and went out to New Zealand.â
âThen youâve got two sisters and a brother?â
She shook her head.
âNoâthe John twin was killed in the war like my two real brothers. And Perrineâs dead too, a long time ago, but Janeâs alive. She wrote when old Aunt Emily died about eight months ago.â
âBut youâve never seen her?â
Shirley shook her head. Her eyes sparkled.
âIt wasnât the sort of letter that makes you want to rush into the arms of the person who wrote it. She must be thirty years older than I am, and I thought she was most horribly afraid Iâd want to come and settle on her. It was a sort of âShoo, fly!â kind of letter, if you know what I mean. Of course I donât suppose the Riggs liked my mother going off and leaving them like that, but Jane wrote a lot about not having a spare room in her cottage, and what a dull place Emshot was for a young girl, and all that sort of thing.â
âEmshot?â said Anthony. âThatâs funny.â
âWhy is it funny?â
âBecause Iâm week-ending at Emshot House. Shall I go and call on your sister Jane?â
âYou can if you like. Oh, Anthony, do ! And then you can tell me what sheâs like. Acacia Cottage, The Green, Emshotâthatâs her address. Be an angel pioneer and find out just how grim she is!â
âPerhaps she isnât grim at all.â
âSure to be. Iâve always meant to go and see her some day, but whenever Iâve felt brave enough I havenât had the money, and whenever Iâve had the money I havenât felt nearly brave enough.â
âI think you ought to go and see her.â
ââMââ said Shirley. Her eyes sparkled again. âDo you know, Anthony, itâs about forty-six years since my father and mother went out to New Zealand, and I wasnât born or thought of for another twenty-six years, and Janeâs been going all that time and a good bit longer. You canât really bridge over a gap like thatâcan you?â
âItâs a bit difficult. Is there no one on your fatherâs side?â
âOnly the aunt who brought me up. She was awfully old too. My father would be eighty if he was alive, and she was five years older. Iâm not really in my right generation. I ought to have been a grand-daughterâI might have been one quite easily. Hugh was twenty-three when he was killed in 1914, and Ambrose was twenty-two. They were my brothers, but they ought to have been uncles or something like that really.â The colour ran up bright and clear into her cheeks, and she jumped down from the arm of the chair. âIâm talking the most frightful nonsense, but you led me on. Anthony, the oddest thing happened to me yesterday. Iâd like to tell you about it.â
She knelt
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