behind. But what more was there to say? I reached for my fatherâs tote full of books, including the diary Boshoff had given me earlier that day. I opened the door and lowered my feet to the ground. Thatâs when I felt something soft beneath my flip-flops. Part of me knew what it was right away. Still, the sensation made me gasp.
âWhat now?â Rose asked.
My silence did nothing to keep her from coming around to the other side of the truck. By then Iâd stepped off the thing and placed the tote on the ground. We stood in our shadowy driveway, staring down at its splayed body and wide white moon of a face. Those blank black eyes and that peculiar shade of red hair. This one was smaller than usual: the size of a possum, but flattened, as though it had been run over.
With the tip of her boot, my sister flipped it facedown into the dirt. âFuckers!â she yelled into the darkness surrounding our house. âYou fuckers!â With each new outburst, she raked her hands over her hair until the staticky strays levitated around her head. I thought again of how sheâd first razored it to the scalp more than a year before, mainly because some guy she liked had shaved his and wanted her to do the same. If Franky told you to jump off a bridge, would you? If Franky told you to rob a bank, would you? If Franky told you never to speak to your family again, would you? Those were the questions my parents asked, to which my sister responded, Yes!
âFuckers!â she yelled one last time before letting out a breath and kneeling in the dirt. Slowly, her hands reached out for the thing.
âDonât!â I said.
âDonât what?â
âTouch it.â
Rose looked up at me. She may have had our motherâs name, but it was our fatherâs face I saw on her: his wide chin, his pronounced nose, his eyes, dark and squinty behind his smudged wire-rims. Though our father never spoke to me the way Rose did when she said, âItâs not going to do anything, you idiot.â
âI know. But please. Just donât.â
My sister sighed. She stood and walked to the rusted shed at the edge of our property. I heard her rattling around before she returned with a shovel. It took maneuvering, but she slid the foam-stuffed body onto the end and carefully walked to the well we hadnât used since the town of Dundalk installed city water. I followed and pushed the plywood covering off the top. Rose raised the shovel over the gaping black mouth and, with a flick of her wrists, dropped the doll inside.
âIt never ends,â my sister said, hurling the shovel into the darkness where her old rabbit cage once stood. âIt never fucking ends.â
âTheyâll get bored,â I told her and pulled the plywood back over the hole, careful not to give myself a sliver. âThey have to get bored.â
Inside, our house was silent except for the hum of the fridge and the ticking of the antique clock that hung not far from the cross on the wall. I went to the kitchen with its peeling blue walls and ate my dinner: a cherry Popsicle, the best kind. All the while I slurped and felt my lips go numb, I stared at my motherâs thick book of wallpaper swatches on the table and thought about another conversation with Detective Rummel, the morning after the first, at the hospital.
Rummel had slid a photo across the narrow table over my bed. âDo you know this man, Sylvie?â
âYes.â
âHow?â
âHe once was a friend of myâ Well, not a friend. I guess he was what youâd call a client of my parents. His daughter, Abigail, was anyway. She was the one who needed them. Her father just brought her to us.â
âBrought her to you?â
âYes. Albert Lynch wanted my parentsâ help dealing with his daughterâs, well, problems.â
Rummel tapped his thick finger on the photo. âOkay, then. We are going to want to know all