nauseated.
Where in the hell did Taron go?
We get near the bed and he shoves
my head into the mattress.
“Don’t fucking move. I want to
look at you.” He has my hands pinned
behind
my
back. I’m struggling
internally. I want to rare back and kick
him in the nuts, but I’m afraid I won’t be
able to get away before he grabs me. I
know that will piss him off further. I
wait until he starts to unzip his jeans to
pull a leg in to kick him. I hit his thigh
and he falls down on me.
“You bitch! You can fight this all
you want, it will just make it more fun
for me.” The weight of his entire body
is smashing me further into the mattress.
His grip on my wrists has tightened and
his zipper is cutting into my back.
He pulls my face to look at him as
he frees himself from his jeans. He
shoves his tongue down my throat and I
fight the urge to vomit. I bite his tongue
as hard as I can.
He retaliates by slamming his fist
into my cheek, which causes me to let
go. He continues to hit me in my side
and across my back. My body is
throbbing where he has struck me and my
heart is pounding. He’s going to rape me
and I can’t move or do anything to stop
him.
He works his jeans down and
starts to rub himself on me. My heart is
breaking. My first night with Taron will
always be tainted by this asshole. How
can I talk myself into relaxing enough to
get through this? I can’t stand this guy.
Hate is pouring out in my tears.
“Shut up and fucking like this. I
know you like it rough, anyway.” He
gathers my hair into his grip pulling my
face back into his view. The pull on my
scalp starts to override the pain in my
body and the fear in my heart.
He pulls back to line up with my
entrance and I begin to pray for a
miracle. I need strength to make it
through this and I need it fast.
I close my eyes and dread him
coming any closer to me. I’m so
exposed and I can’t stand him near me.
“You’re MINE . I’m going to mark
you in every possible way. You’ll feel
me deep down every time you even
consider fucking anyone in the future.
I’ll be with you forever. In your head.
In your memories. In fucking your
nightmares. Hell, I’ll even be in your
heart.”
His words hit me and I know he’s
dead on with how this will affect me.
This will haunt me for the rest of my life
and I can’t do anything about it.
I close my eyes just as he leans in
further to make contact. I can feel his
hardness brush against me just as I hear
pounding on the door.
“Ivy, open up!” My brain doesn’t
process who’s yelling my name, but I
don’t care who it is. I just want them to
hear me.
I manage to get out a partial
scream before Dylan covers my mouth.
That just causes the pounding to get
louder as they bust through the door.
Dylan runs from the bedroom before
Aiden manages to get in.
Aiden comes blazing into my
bedroom just as I slide off the bed into a
fetal position. It’s Aiden. Thank god!
“Where is he? I saw his car in the
parking lot.” He sounds outraged.
I can’t form a sentence. I just start
shaking my head no. Back and forth. No.
Aiden runs from the room and
does a quick scan of the house.
“He is gone. I’m calling the
police.” I burst into hysterics. I can’t
believe this is happening to me. I’m not
weak. I don’t let people push me
around.
“Hey, come here.” He says
softly. He grabs the sheet to wrap
around me and then holds me as I lean
into him to cry my eyes out. He engulfs
me in his arms and doesn’t say anything
the entire time I sob. I need him to just
be here for me. I need to let these
emotions out before I have to face
anyone.
I’m so humiliated and dirty right
now. How can I face anyone after this?
My mind is spinning in complete circles
and it takes me a long time to calm
down. I’m so thankful Aiden came when
he did. My gut twists at the thought of
what would have happened if he hadn’t.
I don’t want