to go to the police with this
and relive the whole thing again, but I
know I have to. He may try to contact
me again and I’m scared to death that he
will do just that.
Aiden continues to hold me after I
quiet down. I pull away once my tears
have slowed down some and he uses his
thumbs to wipe them away.
“Ivy, we need to call the police on
that bastard.” I nod my head yes and
head to the bathroom. I look around at
the evidence of Taron and feel sick. I
want to turn back time and be wrapped
in his arms. Safe in his arms. I pull my
phone out to see if he messaged me, but
nothing. How can a night start out so
beautiful and turn out this ugly?
Taron
I should have known. She can’t be
mine. I knew that fucking cowboy had a
thing for her. I left her key on the bar.
Nothing like walking in after giving the
girl four orgasms tonight and seeing her
wrapped into the arms of another guy.
She was adamant about not sharing, and I
wasn’t gone forty-five minutes before
she filled the bed. Fuck this.
I leave the door open, just as I
found it. I peel out in the parking lot and
drive around to find a place to crash. I
will sleep in my truck tonight and then
get the hell out of this town in the
morning. I park near the bridge at the
river.
This place just brings back
memories of holding her while we
looked for Eaven. All of the stress of
this fucked up night starts to really get to
me. I get out of the truck and begin to
scream. I yell with everything inside
me. I keep going until my throat is sore
and I feel completely drained. I’m sure
that is going to be great on tour for the
first few days, but I don’t care about
anything right now.
I crawl back into the cab of my
truck and reflect on everything that
happened tonight. How could I have
missed this? I felt like we were on the
same page. I know she feels for me.
Surely she isn’t an ice queen and this
heartless. I can’t believe I let her get to
me like this.
She has ripped out my heart. I
have slowly fallen for her over the last
few months. I have turned away girl
after girl because I only have my eyes set
on her, a lot of good that did me.
I leave the river at 5:00 am and
head to my house after not sleeping a
single bit. I need alcohol. I will drink
this morning and have fun on the tour. I
won’t let her ruin me, or my time on
tour. This is supposed to be some of the
best times of our lives and I’m beginning
this trip with a fucked up head. I need to
get my head straight and cleared of Ivy.
I manage to grab what I need and
go back to my truck and drink it up. The
bus will be here in less than an hour. I
use the entire hour to get lit. I toast
every drink I take.
“To pussy! Pussy that isn’t
Ivy’s!” My thoughts shift to her panties
that I still have in my pocket. I pull the
black strings out of my pocket and wrap
them around my visor. I look at the
decorated g-string and pour an even
larger shot.
“To quiet girls without feisty
mouths.” This will be my new goal. I
need girls with no personality because I
don’t need a challenge. I decide to
forget the shot glass at this point and
start drinking straight from the bottle.
“To the king!” Sure, I’ll drink to
the king, the queen, and anyone else I can
think of at this point. Any one that can
help shift my thoughts away from her.
“What king?” I can’t even think of
a King right now. King Royal Crown
will be the king I drink to. He and Jack
are the shit anyway.
I’m trashed before I know it. I
start singing songs about heartless
bitches and I feel a little better after each
song.
Talon strolls out a little before the
time that Luke should arrive.
“What up brother?” I say with
pure clarity. He looks at me like I have
five heads.
“What the hell are you doing?
You’re drunk the morning we’re leaving
for a twenty-four hour road trip. Damn
it, Taron.”
“Oh, it will be fine. I don’t