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that I would be waking up in Vienna only to change trains, I felt that my trip had actually begun, that everything that had happened until now was merely a prelude. What intensified this feeling was the sight of the sodden, deep green meadows, the shadowy river, the bare trees, a chilly feeling of foreignness, and the sense that I had no clear idea where I was but only the knowledge that late tonight we would be passing through Strasbourg on the German border and tomorrow morning we'd be in Austria, and around noon in Budapest, where I'd catch another train. The rhythm of these clanging rails and the routine of changing trains would lead me into central Asia, since it was just a sequence of railway journeys from here to Tashkent in Uzbekistan.
    A lovely feeling warmed me, the true laziness of the long-distance traveler. There was no other place I wished to be than right here in the
corner seat, slightly tipsy from the wine and full of bouillabaisse, the rain lashing the window.
    I did not know it then, of course, but I would be traveling through rain and wind all the way through Turkey, on the Black Sea coast, through Georgia, and as far as Azerbaijan on the Caspian Sea, and would not be warm—would be wearing a woolly sweater and a thick jacket—until I was in the middle of Turkmenistan, among praying Turkmen, mortifying themselves and performing the dusty ritual of waterless ablutions, called
tayammum,
also on a train, but a dirty and loudly clattering one, in the Karakum Desert, where it never rained.
    The little old lady caught my eye, and perhaps noticing that the book I had in my lap was in English, said, "It's snowing in Vienna."
    With the pleasant thought that I would be in Istanbul in a few days, I said, "That's all right with me. Where are we now?"
    "Château-Thierry. Épernay."
    French place names always seemed to call up names of battlefields or names on wine labels. The next station was Châlons en Champagne, a bright platform in the drizzle, and the tidy houses in the town looking like a suburb in Connecticut seen through the prism of the driving rain. Then, in the darkness, Nancy, the rain glittering as it spattered from the eaves of the platform, and a few miles farther down the line, clusters of houses so low and mute they were like the grave markers of people buried here.
    Somewhere a woman and two men had joined the old woman and me in the compartment. These three people talked continuously and incomprehensibly, one man doing most of the yakking and the others chipping in.
    "What language are they speaking?" the old woman asked me.
    "Hungarian, I think."
    She said she had no idea, and asked why I was so sure.
    I said, "When you don't understand a single word, it's usually Hungarian."
    "It could be Bulgarian. Or Czech."
    "Where do you live?" I asked.
    "Linz," she said.
    "Isn't that where—?"
    Before I finished the sentence she laughed very hard, cutting me off,
her eyes twinkling, smiling at what we both knew, and said, "It's a charming little city. About a quarter of a million people. Very clean, very comfortable. Not what you might think. We want to forget all that business."
    "All that business" meant that Adolf Hitler, the Jackdaw of Linz, had been born there, and his house still stood, some deluded people making pilgrimages, though all the symbolism and language of Nazism was illegal in Austria. Just about this time, the writer David Irving was given a jail sentence and punished for making the irrational claim in print that the Holocaust had not happened. It was as loony as saying the earth was flat, but in Austria it was unlawful.
    "They're coming back in France," the old woman said.
    "Nazis, you mean?"
    "My daughter says so. She lives in Paris. I go to visit her." She looked out the window—nothing to see but her own reflection.
    "I take this train all the time."
    "You could fly, maybe?" I asked, only to hear what she would say.
    "Flying is horrible. Always delays in this weather. This is much