happened in dreamtime, slowly enough for me to see every detail, but so swiftly that I felt that no matter how fast I moved, I would not be able to keep up. I was expecting the crack of a pistol round, or even the hollow whump of a large-bore black-powder weapon. What I got was a roar that sounded like it had been distorted by a dozen different DJs and a mile of train tunnel. The standard plume of black-powder smoke didnât emerge from the barrel. Instead, expanding concentric rings of pastel mist puffed out, swirling at their center as if pulled into following the contrail of the bullet.
The bullet itself was no lump of lead. It was a sphere of multicolored light that looked nearly big enough to be a golf ball. It went by a couple of feet over my head, and I swear it felt like Iâd gotten a mild sunburn just from being close to it. A deep tone, like the thrumming of an amplified bass-guitar string, emanated from the sphere, vibrating through my flesh and against my bones.
I turned my head in time to see the sphere smash against the chest of the attacking apparition. The not-bullet plunged into its body, tearing a hole the size of my fist in its chest. A cloud of something that looked like steam poured out of the creature. Light kindled within it, almost like an old movie projector playing upon the vapor, and I suddenly saw a flicker of shadowy images, all of them dim, warped, twisted, as if someone had made a clips reel from the random strips of celluloid from the cuttingroom floor.
The images grew steadily dimmer, until there was nothing left but a thinning cloud of mist. It wasnât until then that I saw that the grey form was gradually sagging, like a waterskin being slowly emptied.
The mists vanished. All that was left of the grey creature was an ugly, colorless lump on the ground.
Firm bootsteps came down the walkway from the porch, and Stu placed himself between me and the thing, whatever it had been. Though his hands were reloading the pistol, complete with powder horn and a short ramrod, his eyes swept up and down the street around us.
âWhat the hell was that?â I asked.
âWraith,â he said quietly, with a certain professional detachment in his voice. âA ghost, like you or me, who gave in to despair and gave up his sense of self-reason.â
âDangerous?â
âExtremely so,â Stu said. He turned to look down at me. âEspecially to someone like you.â
âLike me?â
âA fresh shade. Youâve a paucity of experience in learning to defend yourself here. And it is all but impossible for a fresh shade such as yourself to hide: There is a sense of life that clings to you.â He frowned. âTo you especially.â
âBecause Iâm a wizard, maybe.â
Stu nodded. âLikely, likely.â
âWhat would have happened if . . . ?â I gestured at the wraithâs remains.
âIt would have devoured your memories,â Stu said calmly.
I considered that for a moment and studied the remains almost wistfully. âI donât know. Iâve got some I wouldnât mind losing.â
Stu slid his readied pistol back into his belt. âFor shades, memories are life, sustenance, and power. We are memories now, wizard.â
âThe images in the mist,â I said. âWhen it was . . . was dying. They were its memories?â
âAye. What was left of them.â Stu moved forward and crouched over the remains. He held out his hand, palm down over them, and took a deep breath. After a few heartbeats, glowing mist began to rise from the wraithâs remains. It snaked through the air and into Stuâs chest, flowing into him like water into a pool. When it was complete, he stood again and let out a sigh.
Whatever had struck the wraith, it had evidently been made of the same substance as Sir Stuart. If ghosts, then, were memories . . . âThe bullet,â I said. âYou made it out of a
Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni