cooling corpse. Both of us dozed, but neither of us slept for long. I could feel Aprilâs microscopic hairs brushing against my skin. Since I couldnât have April, her nearness chafed me. I wanted to leave so badly that I could barely lie still.
I love you, Alice.
Ugh. I was afraid I would vomit.
When the first pale sunlight peeked beneath the door, I checked Aprilâs face and found her eyes closed. She was asleep, or pretending to be; either one was fine. I kissed her forehead and climbed out of bed. Silent as a cat burglar, I found my clothes and dressed.
I left a note of apology on her table, explaining that I would slip her plane ticket to Johannesburg under the door.
Thank you for helping me understand,
I wrote.
The room reeked of us. Aprilâs sweet, sharp scent, like no one elseâs.
I couldnât glance at Aprilâs nakedness one last time before I walked away.
THREE
SOON AFTER DAWN, I was driving toward the airport to look for a standby flight when I remembered the scrap of paper in my back pocket, a glimmer of good karma. I had planned to spend the day touring wineries with April, but instead I was leaving her stranded at our B and B. Iâd left money for cab fare along with her plane ticket, but I didnât expect her to be happy when she got up and realized I had cut our trip short.
Rachel Wentzâs telephone number was a promise of diversionâand insurance against running into April at the airport. April and I might be friends again one day, but I needed to shake
I love you, Alice
out of my head.
You twisted, stupid-ass motherfucker.
If I flew straight home, I knew I would beat myself up all along the way. No thanks.
I pulled to the side of the road near the entrance to a winery on Route 44 and dialed my iPhone. I donât always pull over when I make a call, but I had nowhere else to go. The near-empty roadway was flanked by towering oaks, and the mountains and valleys around me burst with green life in the golden tendrils of the morning light. I could almost smell wine in the air.
âWho the hell is this?â said the woman who answered in Rachel Wentzâs room, her voice angry and wide awake. âItâs six oâclock in the morning.â
I almost hung up. Since Iâd called a hotel switchboard, she would never know it was me.
âThis is Tennyson Hardwick. Iââ
âWe were looking for your call yesterday.â
âIâm calling now.â My interest in the job was circling the drain. After the night Iâd just had, I would have a low tolerance for Rachel Wentz.
âWhy should I let you within ten feet of one of the biggest movie stars in the world?â
Go fuck yourself.
It was right at the tip of my tongue. Instead, I looked at my watch, still set to Los Angeles time. âItâs nine oâclock last night in L.A., but you might be able to catch my agent, Len Shemin, on his cellââ
âBodyguards have agents?â Her New York accent suddenly became pronounced. She liked being a character, and abrasiveness was her routine.
âI prefer Close Protection Services,â I said. âBut Iâm an actor, too.â
âRight, you live in L.A., so of course you are.â The woman laughed, overly amused. I donât like being laughed at, but it changed her tone. âOkay, so Iâll give Len a call. Iâve already got his cell and home numbers. How do I reach you?â
I told her, and she hung up without saying good-bye.
Ten minutes later, she called back. My phone rang before I could finish a cup of Caturra coffee Iâd picked up from a roadside café. Iâve been Lenâs client for more than a decade, and Iâve never reached him that fast. But Iâm not Rachel Wentz.
âYou may be a godsend, Mr. Hardwick,â she said when she called back; whatever Len had said had sealed the deal, given me instant respect. My caller ID beeped to announce that Len was