adds in explanation.
âOh, I see,â And I find myself scratching my head at the thought.
âI dropped by to check on Emily and her new baby the other night. I hear all went well, thanks to our wonderful midwife. Good job, Zara.â
I thank him and he disappears into his consulting room, leaving me with Janet, the receptionist.
âHave you seen Claire?â I ask her.
âNot yet,âJanet says.
âHow long do you think it will be before she mentions the W-word?â
Janet smiles behind the lock of lank, mousy hair she holds across her mouth. Sheâs very quiet for a receptionist; thatâs probably why Ben chose her, recognising a calm, kindred spirit. âAbout a minute?â
âIâm guessing ten seconds.â
Claire is the practice nurse and one of my best friends â Iâve known her since we were at school. We took our A Levels in the sixth form and went off to do our degrees, hers with my sister in nursing and mine in midwifery, and weâve ended up working from the same surgery.
âIâm here.â Claire rushes into reception in her bright magenta uniform. She runs her fingers through her hair, which is currently dark brown at the roots and copper at the tips, while I start counting down the seconds. âWhat a nightmare! I overslept,â she explains. âKev switched the alarm off before he left for an early shift.â Kevinâs the local policeman and Claireâs fiancé. âSometimes I could kill him, the dopey sod. Heâs doing a spell in Traffic, but I canât see how heâll evercatch anyone. Hey, I need to talk to you about the bridesmaidsâ dresses.â
âTen seconds. I was right,â I say, laughing.
âWhat are you going on about?â Claire frowns.
âJanet and I were guessing how long it would be before you mentioned something related to the W-word.â
Claire chuckles. âI donât talk about it that much . . . Do I?â
âI donât think a minute goes by without you mentioning it.â
âI canât help it. It isnât long until the wedding and thereâs so much to do.â Claire hardly stops to draw breath. âAnyway, Iâve seen these amazing gowns in petrol blue.â
âAre you sure you want blue?â
âYou donât like the idea?â
âI thought you wanted the bridesmaids in pink.â
âI did, but the blue will have much more impact. You will look amazing, I promise.â Claire changes the subject. âAre you up for the weigh-in at fat club tonight? I thought weâd go to the pub afterwards for a white wine soda â to celebrate, or drown our sorrows.â
âIâm sorry, I canât make tonight,â I say quickly. âIâve had a fat week. Living with my gran is no good for the diet.â
âOh Zara.â Claire sounds disappointed. âIâm relying on you to keep me motivated.â
âNext week, I promise.â Weâve been on a mission to lose weight and live healthily for the past six months,joining a slimming group as part of the build-up to the wedding. I check my weight on the scales here at the practice while awaiting my first appointment, grimacing as I take off a few pounds to account for my clothes and breakfast. Iâm a size sixteen to my sisterâs ten or twelve and for a health professional Iâm not setting a very good example.
I have a few notes from Nicci who has seen Rosie, a teenager, for a pregnancy test that turned out be positive. Sheâs approximately nine weeks gone and has a supportive mother, but thereâs no mention of the babyâs dad, apart from the fact heâs eighteen years old. Janet has arranged for a twelve-week scan and has entered the booking-in appointment in my diary.
I call Rosie, whoâs accompanied by an older woman, through to the nurseâs room.
âCome in.â Sheâs only seventeen, and