it that day, fighting the balverine. Fighting to save my life because Iâd been stupid enough to go into the woods at night on a dare. He dropped it, and it fell near me, and the balverine gutted him, James. It gutted him. I saw the insides of my brother spilled out upon the ground like a spilled plate of noodles, and then the creature came at me. It grabbed me and roared at me, and I faced death at the hands of something that seemed like it stepped right out of one of my books. And it didnât realize that I had grabbed up the fallen knife just before it took me, and I drove this knifeââand he jabbed it forwardââright into its eye. Right into the damned thingâs eye, James, and it dropped me and grabbed at its face, blood pouring down, and I ran. I ran and I felt like every step I took, at any point, the thing would leap upon me from the darkness and drive me to the ground and finish the job. If I hadnât been such a damned cowardââ
âCoward!â James could scarcely believe it. âThomas, you were a child! Nothing but a child! Youâre beating yourself up because you didnât press a momentary advantage that, if you had, would have ended with there being two corpses in the woods instead of one that night? Thatâs as ridiculous as . . . asââ
âAs balverines being real?â
James shifted uncomfortably from one foot to the other. âIt could have been a normal wolf.â
âBut it wasnât.â
âBut it could have been . . .â
âBut it wasnât ! Come on, James, you sound like my father!â
âYou donât have to be insulting,â James said defensively.
âDo you seriously think that I couldnât tell the difference between a normal, mangy wolf and a creature from hell?â
âI think it was dark, and you were young and terrified, and your mind might have built it up to become something torn from the pages of your books.â
âThat it might have.â
âYes,â said James. âBecause it might also have been exactly what you say. I mean, I heard rumors . . .â
âRumors from the huntsmen who found my brotherâs body,â Thomas said, nodding. âThat there were footprints far bigger than any wolfâs. I heard them, too. But they were shouted downââand his voice was rife with sarcasmââby those who knew so much better about such things. You ask me, they were warned against the prospect of hurting our cityâs precious economy by possibly starting a panic.â
âThatâs entirely possible.â
Thomas looked down as if his feet had suddenly become of tremendous interest to him. âAt least once a week, sometimes more, the thing stalks my dreams, James. Iâve tried to read up on them, gone through all my books, learn everything I can. But I havenât found much beyond references to other volumes that I havenât been able to acquire. Sometimes I think the books that the legends are referencing are also legendary. The more knowledge I have, the more Iâm prepared . . .â
âPrepared for what, Thomas? What in the world are you preparing for?â
At that, Thomas chuckled softly. âI donât know, James. But when I see it, Iâm sure Iâll . . .â Then his voice trailed off, and his nostrils flared, confusion crossing his face. âDo you smell something?â
âSmell something? No, why? What do youâ?â Then he stopped, detecting it as well. âWait, yes. Something . . . burning, I think. The house!â And his voice rose in alarm. âThe house is on fireâ!â
âNo, itâs coming from outside. Why would . . . ?â
Then his jaw dropped, his eyes widening, and he bolted from the room before James could determine what in the world was happening. James sprinted after him, but Thomas had already covered the stairs and was out the door and