you going?â
âEast.â
âAnywhere east in particular?â
âIt is said,â Thomas informed him, âthat the true spirit of Albion resides in the lands to the east. Supposedly you can still see Heroes there if you look very closely. Iâm going to go see for myself.â He hesitated, and then his jaw tightened. âThereâs nothing here for me anymore, James. I donât belong here. I need to see things that are greater than anything Iâve ever experienced outside of my books.â
âBalls,â said James, and was inwardly pleased when he saw Thomas blink in surprise at the response. âThis isnât about books, or narrow-mindedness, or even the true spirit of Albion. This is about balverines. Even more, itâs about the balverine that killed your brother.â
âNo.â
âYes, it is. You want to find the one-eyed thing, assuming it still exists, and you want to kill it and cut its head off and shove it in your fatherâs face, and say, âSee? See here? I wasnât lying all those years ago.â â
âIf I did that,â said Thomas with resignation, âmy father would claim it was some sort of trick. Or the head of some sort of singular freak of nature. He would never, ever accept what I presented him as fact. Thereâs no proving anything to him.â
âThen whyâ?â
He thumped his fist into his own chest. âI need to prove it to myself. I have to see at least one of the damned things with my own eyes. For the past ten years, Iâve had nothing but my father and my mother openly disbelieving me, disputing me, dismissing me . . .â
âYou must be running out of words beginning with âdis.â â
âThis isnât a joke, James.â
âIâm sorry. But isnât maybe part of it that youâre starting to wonder if perhaps they werenât right? That you were a scared child with an overactive imagination and a guilty conscience who built a simple wolf into something that it wasnât.â
Slowly, Thomas nodded. âYeah. And I just . . . I need to know, James. I need to know, and this is the only way Iâm going to find out.â
âAre you planning to come back?â
âI really donât know.â
âThen youâre not leaving me much of a choice.â
The comment appeared to take Thomas off guard. He looked askance at James, his eyes narrowing in suspicion. âWhat exactly do you mean by that?â
James walked over to Thomas and clapped a hand on his shoulder. âThe truth is, Thomas, the only part of my life thatâs remotely worthwhile is being associated with you. So the idea of not seeing you for the rest of my life just isnât acceptable to me.â
Thomas visibly tensed. âSo youâre going to try and stop me?â
âHell no. Iâm going with you. What?â And he laughed. âDo you really believe Iâm going to remain behind in this piss hole of a city while youâre off adventuring in the lands of the east? Donât be ridiculous.â
âJames . . . it could be dangerous. Iâm of age; youâre not. Itâs not fair to ask you to . . .â
âYouâre not asking me to do anything,â James pointed out. âIâm telling you what Iâm doing. Besides, you need me.â
âI really donât. I wonât lie, James; youâve been a good friend. But there are some thingsââand his voice deepened, taking on a manly toneââthat I just have to do alone. Good-bye, James.â He shook Jamesâs hand firmly, turned away, and started walking.
âThomas,â James called after him.
With a faint sigh of exasperation, Thomas turned, and said, âWhat?â
âThat way is north.â
Thomas tried to laugh dismissively, but then he looked uncertain. âYouâre sure?â
James chuckled. âThomas . .