forced herself to replay the details of her attack so she could describe the creep. âHe was dark-skinned. Latino. His face was round, and he had stubble covering his chin. Maybe a full goateeâIâm not sure. He was mean-looking, Noah. So mean. Like heâd done this before. Killed someone, I mean.â The fear that had nearly taken her down during the attack resurfaced, and she looked at Noah for a moment to take comfort from his warmth. His concern.
She jerked her gaze away before she started thinking she could continue to go to him for reassurance. Turning her head sent pain shooting through her tender neck, and her near-death experience came flashing back with a vengeance. Shivers started at her head, racing down her body like a rushing river. A cry of despair slipped out before she could stifle it.
âHey.â Noah stepped closer and rested a warm hand on her arm. âItâs okay. Youâre safe.â
Was she? Would this creep think she could identify him and come looking for her? Come after her with his gun, or even worse, try to strangle her again?
A full-on shudder claimed her body, and despite her efforts to fight back her tears, they started flowing. She tried to stop them, willed them away, but to no avail.
âAw, no. Donât cry.â Noahâs arms went around her and he drew her close.
Sheâd forgotten the feel of a manâs embrace other than from a friend, the warmth and tenderness, and she moved even closer, sobbing hard and soaking his shirt. She willingly reveled in his warmth and pushed to the recesses of her mind all thoughts of why allowing him to care for her was wrong.
She needed him. Just now. Not later. Never again. Just now.
He cradled her head and held her. Minute after minute. Standing strong. His arms enveloping her. Her fear receding. Calm returning and, along with it, her common sense. She allowed herself a few more moments to accept Noahâs compassion that eased the chill from her heart, but when her tears fully subsided, she couldnât find an excuse to stay in his arms so she freed herself and looked up at him.
âBetter?â he asked, his gaze tender as he pressed a wayward strand of hair behind her ear.
She didnât know how to reply and silence hung heavy between them. She should fill the quiet with words, with something, but she didnât want to admit that outside of his arms she felt afraid. If she did, he would insist on protecting her and that wouldnât be good for either of them. Nor would she lie and say she was okay.
She opted to simply take another step back and ignore his question. âDo you think my attacker will try to finish what he started?â
âIf he thinks you can identify him, yes.â Frowning, Noah flipped a page in his notebook. âIf the attack was randomâjust you being in the wrong place at the wrong timeâthen thereâs a good chance he wonât know where to find you. But thereâs always the possibility that he specifically targeted you. If thatâs the case, then he might know your name or how to track you down. Have you thought of a possible motive for the attack?â
âMotive? No. I have no idea who he is or why he did this. He was just suddenly there, behind me, grabbing me around the throat.â She touched her neck, feeling the tenderness.
Noah ground his teeth for a moment. âDo you think the attack could be related to your work? Like maybe you treated a guy on one of your ambulance runs, and heâs mad at you for some reason?â
âItâs possible, I suppose.â She paused to think about it. âI see people when theyâre in crisis. Sometimes it sets them off, but to attack me for it? Seems far-fetched. And I donât remember a patient who looks like him, but maybe.â She shrugged. âI treat so many people in a day...â
âStill, Iâm thinking youâd remember someone mad enough to want