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anything I’ve done with Evan. I know that makes me sound like an awful person, but I can’t just shut my feelings for him off. They are there, and I seriously don’t think they will ever leave my heart.
    I honestly thought when Liam came back they would go away. Then after Liam and I was married , I still had dreams about Evan. Here it is four years later and I still have the same feelings I had the day I told Evan I was in love with him.
    If this baby is Evan’s, it’ll kill Liam, and ruin our family. I can’t lose him, I love him too much , and we have been through hell and back. I almost lost him forever, and then my accident almost claimed my life. I’m very lucky and thankful that I survived.
     

     
    When I woke up in the hospital and Liam told me I was pregnant, I instantly felt sick. I remembered that I had stopped my birth control because we wanted to have another baby before the twins started school. Liam loved the idea of having them all home at the same time. He works from home most of the time and so do I, when I don’t have a huge case that needs me in the office or the courtroom.
    My plans were to travel to New York, and see my friends. I did want to see Evan, but I never thought I would cheat on my Liam. The feelings I have for Liam and the ones I have for Evan are very different. Yes, I’m in love with them both, but I can never be with Evan, my heart and soul is Liam’s, it always has been.
    When Liam was in the army, I would cry myself to sleep every night. Not knowing where he was or if he was hurt, broke me. I put up a mask on the outside, but on the inside I was dying. I let my guard down and let Evan fall for me, in the process I fell for him. I was drinking bottles of wine for fucking breakfast, that’s how bad I was hurting. After Nikki moved all I had was Evan, he was my comfort, he showed me how special I was, and he filled that void that Liam had left. I was only nineteen and had only been seeing Liam for about six months before he went into the army.
    But I knew that someday I would marry him. Then he dis appeared and Evan swooped me up, literally. His country charm and his beautiful soul, not to mention his sexy body, and amazing voice. I accepted his proposal, but prayed that I would get my Liam back. I hurt Evan so bad, how he can even be friends with me after everything I put him through, and now this. I can’t tell him. No one knows that I’m pregnant. I know Nikki suspects it, and I’m supposed to be her Matron of Honor and Evan is of course Brody’s Best Man. I can see us now having a newborn baby at the wedding.
     

     
    “What’s going through the beautiful mind of yours?” Liam asks as he carries our luggage from the bedroom, and sits it in front of the door then leans in and kisses me.
    “Liam, what I need to tell you may hurt you. Do you want to talk here or at home?” I asks as I sat on the couch, hoping he would say here so I can just get it all out so we can move on with our lives.
    He sighs and runs his hands through his hair, not just one hand he ran both and that means he is discouraged. I know my husband and he is going to hate everything I’m getting ready to say. I pull a pillow in front of my stomach for comfort. I look in his eyes, I can see hurt and sadness.
    “Li, I will call and add another night. Also, I’ll call mom to let her know we won’t be back until tomorrow or the next day. Whatever we need to talk about, I think we should just talk here, and stay until we both are calm and ready to go back to our girls, okay?”
    I sigh, I don’t know if I should start with day one or the last couple months. He makes his calls and takes our bag back into the bedroom. He changes into a pair of sweats and takes his shirt off. He is so goddamn sexy, his abs are enough to drive any woman crazy, and the way his pants hangs low around his V shape. I can lick, suck, and fuck his body all day long. No, it isn’t the hormones talking, my Liam is truly the