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    “So should I sit down next to you or across the room?” Liam asks as he stands in front of me with his arms folded across his chest. Hell, if he doesn’t put a shirt on, we aren’t going to get any talking done. I was ready to tackle his man parts with my mouth.
    “Can you please sit next to me, and hold my hand?” I ask as I reach my hand out to him. He walks to the kitchen and comes back with some paper towels. I know he knows exactly what I’m going to say. He takes my hand in his and kisses the top of it, then sits next to me and pulls me in for a hug.
    “I will never leave your side love, we are in this together.” He says as he kisses my cheek.
     

     
    “I’m just going to tell you everything, please let me finish before you say anything, okay?” I ask as I squeeze his hand. He doesn’t say anything, he just shakes his head and squeezes my hand.
    “First , I want you to know I love you more than anything, and I will until I take my last breath. You complete me and I have loved you since the day you comforted me when I caught Ashton cheating. When you told me you were joining the Army, it broke my heart. I hated that we had just found our feelings for each other, and then we both were going different directions.
    “ When I started NYU and met Evan, he was a great friend. I never meant for him to fall in love with me or me to fall for him. I was so comfortable with him. He knew how much I loved you, I told him from the time he knew about you that you were it for me. I was hoping you would come home and propose to me, and he knew that. I hadn’t heard from you in months and I was so lonely. He and I had been hanging out together every minute that we could. The night his mother passed away changed everything.
    “Any questions so far?” I ask knowing what I am getting ready to say is going to have me in tears. More than likely he will also be in tears and ready to leave me all alone.
    “I don’t right now. I’m going to grab me a beer and you a water.” He says as he walks to the kitchen. Hell, I needed a damn beer myself. Of all times to have this discussion and I can’t drink. He comes back and hands me a water and kisses my lips. I love the way his lips fell against mine, they are always so warm and soft. I inhale his manly scent as he sits next to me. He reaches out for my hand, as our fingers intertwine, I feel comfort knowing he is ready to hear everything.
    “The first time, I slept with Evan was the night his mother passed. He was hurt and lost. He came to me and was a mess. I held him, and I let him hold me. I hadn’t heard from you and when he kissed me, I wanted him. I know it was wrong, I knew I shouldn’t have been in bed with him anyways. But I was comfortable with him, he was a huge part of my life, and he needed me and I will admit I needed him just as much, if not more.”
      I sigh and take a deep breath, and squeeze Liam’s hand. He reaches over and kisses my cheek, I can feel the unshed tears ready to erupt at any moment. I choke back a sob that I feel escaping my throat, then I speak again.
    “I didn’t know what to do, but I knew that once he started kissing me we couldn’t stop. One thing led to another and we had sex. As soon as we finished, all the emotions came flooding in, I knew I had just messed up everything and probably lost you in the process. I had planned to tell you when I saw you at Thanksgiving. Nothing else, other than little kisses here and there, happened until you didn’t return in November.”
    I stop, I can see the anger in Liam’s face and I know I am hurting him. How could I hurt him so bad when all he has done is love me? The look in his eyes breaks my heart, I want to run, not tell him anything, and just run as far as I can. But I have to explain everything for him to understand my actions.
    “Lila, I know this is hurting you as bad as it is me. Please continue, I want to know everything.” He says as he hugs me. I