hurried around the counter to Anna.
âI heard sirens a while ago,â Mary said.
âOur house. On Rainier. Youâve got to help me with Earnest. Iâm terrified for him. Heâs in my van.â
Anna rushed back through the front door with Mary. Just as they reached Vincent, Yvonne appeared at the clinicâs side door. She hurried toward them with the gurney as its wheels rattled on the parking lotâs gravel.
Annaâs phone rang again. Damn. She whipped it out of her purse.
âAnna? Doug Holloway here. Can I pick up Janeâs flowers before I go to the hospital this afternoon?â
âMr. Holloway, our house is on fire. Iâm with Earnest at the vetâs. Heâs hurt.â
âOh, my. What happened? Can I help?â
âI canât think straight right now. I donât know about your flowers. Iâll have to get back to you.â Anna realized she was shouting.
Mary and Yvonne stooped down and stepped through Vincentâs sliding door. They positioned themselves next to Earnest, picked him up, and set him on the gurney as gently as theyâd have set down a spiderwebâs gossamer thread. Though he did not protest being moved, a shiver undulated down his body from his shoulders to his haunches. From pain? Fear? Oh, my beloved dog .
Anna felt like an elephant was standing on her heart.
As Mary and Yvonne rolled Earnest down the clinicâs dark back hall, Anna followed. She clicked on her phoneâs âFavoritesâ list and pressed âMy Honeyâ at the top. Jeff was her favorite of favorites, chiseled into the highest peak of her personal Mount Rushmoreâand now she longed to reach him more than she ever had since theyâd met. She needed him to share the worry. She wanted to tell him about the fire and beg him to leave his Seattle office and come home now .
But with each ring, Annaâs heart beat faster. Jeff wasnât there. Of all the times. Where is he? His cellâs voice mail recording finished just as Yvonne and Mary pushed Earnest into an exam room. âCall me,â Anna said and hung up.
Dr. Nilsen was waiting, his arms crossed over his white lab coat, a grim expression on his face. A blue-eyed, blond Norwegian, he usually seemed hardy, the kind of man whoâd rise out of a sauna every morning, beat his chest, and charge, naked, into snow. But today his eyes had a tentative cast, which suggested he was unsure he could save Anna and Jeff âs dog. His expression said more clearly than words that he didnât like emergencies that might not end well.
âPlease, please help Earnest,â Anna shouted.
âYvonne said heâd been in a fire?â Dr. Nilsen asked.
âIn the old house where my shop is. After Earnest led me outside, he ran back in and rescued the women who rent with me.â
âIâd expect no less. Such a good dog.â Dr. Nilsen patted Earnestâs shoulderâbut, far away in the distant land of suffering, Earnest didnât seem to notice.
Anna rubbed her hands together to warm them. Dr. Nilsenâs exam room smelled of bleach. There were no windows, and the too-bright overhead fluorescent lights made the room feel harsh. They glared on the edges of the steel gurney, where Earnest was lying on his side and laboring to breathe.
His eyes were opened just to slits, and his dear, sweet face made clear that he was traumatized. On former visits, heâd greeted Dr. Nilsen with squeaks and tail wags and waited for biscuits to emerge from his lab coatâs pockets. But today Earnest only twitched his tail, as if he wanted to wag it but didnât have the strength.
When Anna saw that, the tears sheâd been holding back on the drive here leaked out. She quickly wiped them away with the back of her hand and coughed to keep Earnest from seeing her distress. He always seemed to feel that comforting her was his personal duty, and he would want to nuzzle and